When I break through...

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You would think I would see stars.  Which, yeah, okay.  Some.  But, no.  Neither stars nor black nor pain.  When I break through breaking through several other layers, I see why.  She, her, call her what you will.  Not one, never yet, but maybe.  When I break through I realize that is what I need to do to be able to make a jab at possession.  She will be difficult, even... perhaps especially... if she is on  my... or our... side.  Oh, I'm sure, great physical strength is good for sex too.  But that isn't all or even most of it.  Besides, that part I can still do standing on my hands.  Crazy, I know.  Didn't say I was similar to most, didn't say it makes sense.  Anyway, after brutalizing my bod for the last few days, in a way even a health man would fear and have trouble doing, she is on my mind.




Which is fine, I was on her mind the other day, and a bit before that for a while.  I think everything will work out just fine.  I just... I had to know some things.  If she makes here presence known I will either taker her hand or send her packing.



Yeah...  Later.