Alright, I see some problems.

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It looks like someone is really working me over.  I have heard nothing back from the V.A. regarding an appointment.  That was supposed to have been arranged within five days.  I will be giving my doctor a call tomorrow, then calling the center again, if I can find the number.  My guess is that has gone nowhere, a circular file.  Which means I am, again, running low on medication.  Again, I have to decide whether to cut it, stop it, or continue.  Again.

More?  Ah, the refinancing has been canceled, again.  Why?  It might have timed out, I was thinking.  I remembered that there was a problem with them accepting my payment this month, and actually never checked back on that, to make sure my custom auto payment went through, after the second attempt.  I noticed paperwork from the company, so opened it.  I am told that I am behind for, it is looking like, two months, maybe three.  I have been on automatic payments for years.  It looks like they are trying to rob me of my home, on top of everything else they are doing.  I'll call tomorrow, though I doubt if I will get any straight answers.  That is why, most likely, the refinancing failed.  Oh, it isn't as if the payment information has changed.  They are literally returning the payments.  It's not a missed thing.  They are doing this on purpose.

This does not bode well for life as is.  I can't keep a home if the loan company won't accept payments.  I can't keep one, let alone both, eyes on these bastards.  I'm just not able to keep up.  Yeah.  There is definitely trouble ahead.  On the good side, it isn't winter.  If they refuse payments, I'll save up until they boot me then go on to somewhere else.  Trouble indeed.