I do my best.

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Sometimes it just doesn't matter.  I missed medicine again.  Last night for sure, though probably all of yesterday.  The day before?  It just slides away.  One, even two days off, can be fixed pretty easily.  Four or more days of missed medicine means lots of pain when going back on it, or can.  Odd how sometimes it's easy, sometimes it is brutal.  I know heart medicine is rather potent.  Still, why the difference I can't say.  Hmm, actually... I suspect it is because sometimes my heart is much worse off, sometimes it is better.  Heart?  Perhaps my whole system.  It is rather, extremely, variable.  Back on it today.

I didn't finish the dishes yesterday.  I'll get started on that this morning.  I really hope to kick it out today, and do some or all laundry.  Maybe work in the kitchen.  I have been doing bits and pieces out there.  Even if I just do a few more bits and pieces that would be fine.

Alright, I did just a bit of looking today.  My electronic thermometer, for outside, was reading 36 F, which means thawing.  Just barely.  A few degrees, over time, is enough to cause little pools or damp areas from thaw.  No such thing, currently.  That tells me it is probably off by a goodly bit.  Even at what I suspect is just 32 and a fraction thawing happens.  I need to see about a thermometer for outside which I can be certain about.  I don't trust weather stations any more than my own instruments to date.

It's been a slow week.  I can't seem to get geared up or pushing on or out.  I'm doing good to be awake, and not all that awake.  I'll keep chiseling at it.  Perhaps with a full spring thaw?  Life is such a strange thing.  I just reviewed spring from this one through to when I must have been... what... seven or so?  Not every spring, can't remember them all, but a lot of them.  We really don't get life, or ourselves in it.  Easier to see our oddities, misconceptions, and such, from a distance.  Can't every, fully, see that in the current time.  But, with a bit of preview, top-down consideration, and a bit of luck, I can make the current oddities out to some degree of reliability... on the rare occasion I think to assess and spend the time.

Oh, have you been reading politi-blogs lately?  One of them, supposedly all about being anti-moonbat (moonbat = hard left) suggested that Cruz is the only way for non-moonbats (though maybe it is anybody but an actual American?).  Cruz and Rubio aren't even, in the truest sense, American.  Being open border, Rubio is for the destruction of America.  I am pretty sure Cruz has no intention of doing anything against "immigration".  At least I know where people stand.  I also know false advertising when I see it.  I'm not sure if they are shills or just wrong.  Though there is no complication with people being both, they do it daily.  Look, if you are going to support some people, do it squarely.  Admit they are shills for mega-corpa, admit they don't give a crap about America, sovereignty, our borders, or the middle and bottom parts, and call it what it is.  Heck, they don't even care about the American wealthy.  It's only international wealth that they serve.

Well, on with my day.  Later.