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I can't seem to get going, rest, get things done. What happens happens. It has little to do with will. Luck, mostly. My blog readings are odd. First, for three days, I get many readers, or pageviews anyway. Only some of that shows up, or seems to show up. I mean, what is being viewed... I have 6,000 plus posts. The viewers seemed to favor certain ones, which changed over time. But I never did get a good grip on what, if anything, they were seeking. Other things didn't make sense about that. The last few days have been odd in a new way. Now I am, by the stats, getting four times as many visitors and pageviews. Possible, just odd. Something to consider.
Medicine? Yeah... until I can figure out how to get regular resupplies of everything I'm not taking anything. And... that is a bit of a problem. I suspect that is why life is hit or miss. I meant to call all week but keep losing... track... nerve... maybe a mix of things. I won't keep going on medicine only to find out they won't resupply and I have to cut again. From what I have seen, half doses don't do anything. They don't help with bp or blood sugars. Insulin is being sent, but that is the last of the supply until the V.A. decides to put me on a program for local doctors, who may then send scripts in, assuming the doctor will accept the program. But I can't make the V.A. do it's job. It was supposed to be done. That is the call I haven't made. Tomorrow, maybe. Not a lot of confidence. This was supposed to have been done. They said they were doing it. Nothing. Again.
I'm thawing one of the tuna steaks for tomorrow. Actually I ought to thaw two. I'll try to thaw them in the fridge, though, if that doesn't work, I'll have to water bath thaw them tomorrow. One will be for dinner. The other I will cook, then tear into bits for a true tuna salad dressing. Hmm... I'll just thaw one. I'll do the other the next time I'm pretty sure I'll be in town. Tuna salad is only good on bread or a salad. In my opinion, mind you.
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Gah .. I can imagine how frustrating it is to deal with the VA. Not knowing how you will be getting your meds? Grrrr...
ReplyDeleteIt's no longer a potential. My three main medicines are no longer available. I have supplies that would last a bit, two to three months. Not worth going on and off. I'll call Monday. Didn't, couldn't focus, call this week. Bleh.
ReplyDeleteWhah? That sucks! Can you get alternative meds? I had to change prescriptions once because I became allergic to my bp medicine. Anyway, be well!
ReplyDeleteNo, unless I pay for it all. Not sure my doc would give me scripts for the heart medicine, without the involvement of a heart specialist. He would do insulin, but I can't afford it. He could give me samplers, perhaps, for a bit, but I can't depend on that. I'll just wait until the system overrides the bureaucracy and unions in order to do what it is paid to do. Might not happen though.
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