Hmm, looks like the plan will work.

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To bed in the time range I wished.  I did finally put the laundry into the dryer.  Oh, and I made an attempt at another project.  While cleaning the bathroom today, beside removing the toilet seat, which snap attaches to fittings bolted to the toilet body.  Well, this time I decided to take the bolts off and clean those as well.  More, I had hoped to silicon calk around the top side of the toilet boil where those fit down.  I couldn't remember where the calk was, so was going to wait.

However, frugality got the best of me.  I decided to look for what I had, attempt to make that work, even as old as that is.  I did find it.  I was able to dig deeply enough to hit fresh.  I got some to flow.  I think the way the canister was designed (?), at some point the tube simply can't be emptied further.  I was... putting extreme stress on the calk gun while getting no results.  Then I thought back.  Desert Cat suggested Goop.  A... multivariable, multi-formula line of material for adhesion and/or water proofing.  I found one tube of that.  Now, while it was waterproof, it also indicated that it was, pretty much, permanent.  Now, while I would like to think a toilet seat would last a lifetime, or that the bolts would so that I could simply switch out a seat, I wouldn't want to bet replacing a $400 toilet on my assumption.  When you weigh 300, and you are trying to get both the best physical fit and the best flushing toilet, you pay for it.  Trust me, that wasn't luxury.  Luxury is the $1,200 heated seat, or the even more expensive one which literally washes your behind, with warmed water.  A bidet, I think they are called?  Too tired to check, will forget before I do.  A French thing, not sure many others in Europe really digged the idea?

Anyway.  That didn't work.  I did give it a heck of a go.  It wasn't from a lack of effort.  What I have just didn't work.  This time, when I look for calk, I'm hoping to do research to see if something else would do.  A smaller amount of it, perhaps.  Cheaper.  I hate spending that for a one time use.  Though that may be that for that.

I did do some things today.  But the little effort really did hit hard.  Up too long, for too long, too often.  On the good side, the shower took care of my 'dusty eyes'.  I was starting to wonder about my vision.  The shiners just needed sprayed off and out.


Music?  Yeah.  The first one is... just for me.  No comment, though don't go getting paranoid.  It's a big picture thing.  Not a worry, actually, in spite of how it seems, it is a lack of worry... a trust.  The more that could be said will not.

This one?  A bit personal as well.  Oh, but the secret can not only be said, it is known and considered a possibility or even probability.  It isn't so much about knowledge of the secret, but about the reality of the secret becoming manifest versus a transition.  A truth, but for a moment, rather than a truth for all time.  But the secular world is blind, just as I once was.  They can't see around a corner that is actually a straight line street.  Too bent to understand how to even see straight.  A warning, even for you of faith, however.  I should know, I am one.

Oh, by the way... The one I love, some weeks?  No, months.  back, asked me... this...

I refused to answer.  Not being stubborn, not in that way.  Simply... I did enough.  And she did it quietly, almost imperceptibly.  If a man is Christ to his woman, given what Jesus did... in the third temptation... that should be answer enough.  Hmm?  Oh, right.  Don't tempt the Lord your God.  *wink*  Just thought to write that out.  Don't tempt me, woman.  But, yes, I did hear.

Good night.