Monday, June 27, 2016

Back up?

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I can't be sure of anything.  I have a fever, and chills too.  Plus I feel as if I am extremely dehydrated on top of somehow also having too much fluid in there.  It just doesn't make sense.  On the good side, I think putting extra fluid in has helped.  Though maybe that is just the aspirin?  Maybe a bit of both.  I do know I can walk without feeling like jello.  I am not on perpetual balance loss.  Something, even so, is very wrong.  I have only ever felt like this a few times.  A few serious 'bugs', and a few times I believed someone had attempted to poison me.  If I had to bet, this would be poison.  Though I don't have any suspects.  I seem to be pissing people off in droves lately, so... maybe anyway.  You don't have to know who is working the scheme for it to be happening.

There are two things that could easily cause what I am suffering.  The first is too much fluid loss.  Doping food or drink with extra doses of the water pill.  As I dehydrate, I burn inside and out, sort of.  The other option is somehow adding sugar into my diet... in such a way that I couldn't tell it.  As I said, no suspects.  That I may be changing some things up.  For now I am adding fluid.  Not too much, as that can be just as bad.  And being so dried out, I can't tell if something is sweet or not.

I may literally be on the verge of death.  I can't be awake or asleep, I've got a fever, I am dying of thirst, my organs are all seeming to be on the verge of failure.  I have no real good idea about how to deal with this.  A few more days like this and I will fail.

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