A new focus.

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I ended up not going to bed early.  My illness, or the immediate one, disappeared, then returned, through the rest of the evening, but in milder forms at each return.  No idea what that was.  Food poisoning doesn't do that, so I am suspecting it really was just a mild bug.  I am highly resistant to those, in spite of all other health issues.  They almost built me bullet-proof... all but.  And that one flaw came due.  The rest remains.  A bit rusted, and all, but some say better, even so, than a normal.

I finally did go to bed, but very late.  I set the last clock right, the alarm clock.  I did add the customary half hour to it, so as to be up early when I use it.  I have tried ten minutes, but that just wasn't enough.  That and my sub conscience knew and figured for it.  But an half hour is more than it can manipulate unless I consciously hand over the calculator for the reals, which I usually can successfully refuse.  I mean, an half an hour lead is what it takes.  An hour would be too much, and I would just... not feel a rush.  It is what works.  Yeah, my own body and mind are like children, and must be... negotiated, tricked, cajoled, etc.  Everyone is like that, to a degree, but not everyone is mostly dead.  It takes a lot more, and even then it's more miss than hit.  Not a science, but science can be employed.  And I do as I may.

In any case, I woke this morning feeling... ready.  I have much to do.  Cleaning, storing, sorting.  I fell far behind again.  Some areas are still more advanced than they ever have been, other areas need work.  So... I...  I will begin working.  Or planning at least.  One thing I found?  That mesh metal shelf I got for the kitchen?  That helps a bundle!  I have another one, that I was going to use to grow plants.  What I am going to do with that is use it as, at least, temporary storage.  I will put it together, then, as I am boxing things to clear areas, I will label those boxes well and put them on one of the shelves.  Pairing first, a bit, as I resolve... then, again, after areas are clean.  Going through the boxes and finding new homes for some of the items I don't need/want/use.  Ugh.  Bit by bit I will retake this place.

I want a plumber in, I want to work on the en suite, I want a new washer, perhaps washer and dryer, I need a new stove... but I want and need the place cleaned up for those things to go forward!  So... I best get to it.  I think I can, I think I am getting there.  Good day.