This, that, and some other things.

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I was wondering why morning wake times, and some bedtimes, were becoming blurry again.  Ah-ha!  I added an half hour to the alarm, so when it went of this morning, at 5:00, it was actually 4:30.  That and internet time and the nuclear based broadcast time remain an quarter hour off from each other.  I am still not sure which one people go by, though I am guessing the nuclear time... as that is what my phone shows.  I guess MS, or the internet generally, or whatever, has become irrelevant enough that the time they show simply doesn't matter.  Though, it may be because of federal crap... if they want to "adjust" any news that gets out, or scrap the interwebs to hide a major event, that gives them time on top of time to scrub things.  Is it everybody else, or just my machine... and a few others?  That would be telling.

I am feeling better, just not more energetic.  It could be worse, a lot worse.  It could sure be better too.  At least, now, I realize, sometimes... without great need... all my attempts to push through will be for naught.  The people who are highly successful do no better.  They just learn how to have someone else, in teams, do almost everything, and they plan.  They learn to depend on other people almost completely... which means they are always at great risk.  It is cutting edge.  Further, beside failure, how often they hit the ball and that sooner or later leads to a score on the board, is still rare.  But with all else handled by others, they spend their time hitting the ball... to the exclusion of all else.  Trust me, I do understand.  I don't think most do.

What gets lost in the chase for success?  Everything.  If family gets in the way, it gets moved aside.  If morals or ethics gets in the way, those are set aside.  If anyone one or anything, from friends and mentors to nations, even rightly, attempt to interfere, as much as can be done, these things are sidestepped, blindsided, and taken down or out.  There was a time where I not only knew, but did so.  Not to the elite level, or for long, but...  Beside the losses accrued, it was this realization that, on top of else, ended me.  You really can have anything you want, you just have to be willing to take it.  Most people are sheep, are meek, won't see it coming.  If you want it, you can't even blink before pulling the trigger... literally or figuratively.

What is up with the news and blogging?  It is just politics, 24/7.  Not interested.  Then again, those news bits that seem unrelated?  Those have always been about trying to get you to rethink good honest notions.  Feel sorry for them?  Hate your own (if you are white)?  On it goes.  It isn't new.  But there have been times when news offered some actual content.  It's dead, on both sides, at this point.  So?  So I think I'll blog, at least until I am forced out, and read more books and game.  The internet itself is, now, just a political organ, and of globalists as it has been handed over.  If I end up going on the road, blogging will be left behind, most likely.

On to reading.  Or gaming?  Later.