Sam just...

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I've got a sore spot.  Sam decided that hoping on that, and she does target it, was a good way to get attention.  Well?  She got attention.  Don't fuck with sleeping bears.  It used to not be healing, there for a bit.  Now, back on medicines, it is healing, just not terribly fast.  It has a good scab on it.  And I am learning how to treat it, what works for me of the advise given.  The thing is, in low humidity areas, scabs tend to shrink, desiccate really.  When it does that, it pulls on the surrounding skin, making it more vulnerable.  Now that I have the wound healing, I am working on that part.  I will be washing the general area a couple times a day beyond showering and bathing, bandaging it lightly for half the day... with vasoline over it... then leaving it in the open air the other part of the day.  All... give or take... but that's the general plan.  Plans, like theory, are great until reality hits.  Still, it'll get me heading in the right direction, I think.  Most of that, save the vasoline coverage, has been what has been working, and what saved my bacon when water retention was preventing healing.  Sore!  Cats off!  And she really did it on purpose.  Bitch.

I slept well, and longer, this "night".  It's a cooler day, that might have helped.  Well, and I've been pushing the last few days.  Not on purpose, just couldn't figure it all out.  Couldn't sleep until I could, couldn't sleep once I woke.  all good.  A few days at high run-times is fine.  I am definitely heading to better days, if... nothing else trips me up.  I'll just manage that if so.

Dreams, loads of them, but they aren't tracking back to this side.  One or two are close.  If they pop, and I like them or think they have something to say, I'll write them up.  There is a potency to the dreams.  Summer's fire?  Nearing health?  I dunno.  Maybe just because there really is so much going on.  The world is on fire, and it has nothing to do with the sun.  A very good thing, necessary.  One just hopes and prays the usual suspects lose enough to buy us more time.  At this point, politically, socially, morally, ethically, intellectually, that is all we are doing.  We are on the edge of extinction, or the attempt at it, from every angle.

Japan wants more children?  Fire almost every woman.  Make it so she can't be hired.  End her access to vote.  Even so, I think they are going to start murdering the old and infirm.  I don't think they have a choice.  Secular decisions always end up going that way.  Logan's Run.

Later.