Well, still awake.

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No trick, or great effort.  I got busy on something in the game and... here I am.  I got beyond the blockage in the game.  Then went on to... after several rough times... a new blockage.  I may still try to muscle through it.  Hmm?  Right.  It's an odd thing.  I am toast, tired, dragging, and, yet, there I go.  What in the world makes that critter tick?  Or live.  I still think some folk are quite surprised I didn't fall.  No lack of effort on their part, I think.  Oh well.

I may not be getting much done.  I am trying to push through to a new day.  For whatever reason this is a problem.  The day hurts, being awake hurts, though as I push through, transcendental notes are added to the ledger, and a new balance is found... or numbness trumps, or balances, pain.  I think the ability to will to live is partially based on this.

Whatevs.  I need to push through, several areas, over the weekend, with the intent of hitting it next week.  Medicines are a problem, the heat will be a problem, but I think I can work it out.  I do.  Somehow.  I want to get back to work.  Oh, and I best contact my doc.  Set up a visit.  It's time.

I did reorder a square sink.  It too was timed out, in spite of things.  Then another.  I finally ordered, I think, a third... canceling the previous four.  We'll see.  This one suggested shipping would be in four to five days.  It's a start.  I also ordered the circuit finder device.  I hope it works.  With it I purchased a plug adapter for light sockets, so I can check those as well.  The big breakers are known, it's all the small ones that are a problem.  Once I have them tagged, then I can begin seeing about some non-functional ones, and the one in the bathroom which is supposed to be gfci but is showing is not grounded.  Not... good.  I'm not sure I can fix that, though it is possible.  The ease of fixing it will depend on where it is sent, and how.  While the walls are... messy to work with, the attic, basement, subareas, are actually rather accessible.  I haven't been under the old stone house itself, but it looks like there is a way in with at least three to four feet of crawl space... probably enough for even me with relative ease... probably.

Of course, as with all projects, beyond learning and doing there is the cost.  One thing at a time.  I... sometimes get lost, or confused, trying to go forward, up, down, back, left, and right, all at once.  It... doesn't work.  Sometimes there are unforeseeable events, accidents, or just the reality of confusion with my health.  Sometimes... I just can't keep on one track.  I get distracted, or weary of that direction, or hit a financial or technical wall.  I keep at it, though, mostly, when I can.

I'll see if there is advise online, about how to get through the blockage.  It may just be that one simply has to bang his head against the wall until something gives.  Though there might be a special trick.  I am playing beyond my good intent and ability, which... might be the problem, or a big part of it, right there.  Anywho... I best get going.  This might be a good night as well.  Not sure I'll post again.  Good morning and day.