While they weren't watching.

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I snuck out after suggesting other plans were in play.  I suspect if they realized I was going out, and why, I would have ended up with tickets and a court date... at least.  I do believe the shove is on to force me out, break me, or worse.  Can't blame them, just wish they would do it honesty.  My size and no witnesses would easily go to self-defense.  That isn't how the left works, but it's the only real way for some types.  If you really want us gone.

Inspection and tags, then paperwork to the doc, for to keep my driver license, all very late.  Was going to buy nerve tonic and groceries with what might be left.  Overheard a young mom, one under foot, one in the oven... sobbing.  Just had her vehicle fixed, was driving away, then the fix-it popped again.  A lemon that was draining her and all dry.  I couldn't do much, but I can skip food for a bit... a bit longer.  I don't really feel better, though I probably made a large score.  Made a woman cry with ease, without going to jail.  Hrmh, fifty, a hundred, points?  More?

I have some food left.  Not sure whether to continue as usual or to ration.  What would you suggest?  Not that your advice, my plan - focused will - matter.  What happens, happens, I have learned.  At least I am the sort of fool who won't regret gifting, even to dire hunger.  I used to, still do, live for right suffering.

I'll keep at it.  I just sorted half of the real problems, which open up part of the potential solution to the other half... driving was crucial, if for more than just that.  If I can just do it.  Don't deserve what has been given, but I am stuck sort of needing it now.  God help me.  Amen.