Hungry?

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Is that the primary pain?  It sure seems like it.  The scale disagrees, oddly.  In spite of eating one smaller meal a day, four eggs and a quart of milk today as an example, plus drinking only just at a gallon a day with no fluid retention at all to the point of watching and shuffling meds, I don't quite get it.  I am losing size, just not weight.  Even so I think hunger is a large part of my problem.  Meats have been put out.  No pork butt on hand, but beans are first anyway, in that meal, and I don't have them on hand either.  I do wonder if refried beans have to be pinto or if black beans would work?  I won't try that until, if ever, I master the standard recipe.

Before I can cook I need to do a lot of work in the kitchen and do a bunch of dishes.  I am hoping to do that before the meat is thawed.  Another meat-heavy batch of chili would work.  I need to get ground pork and lamb for variety.  A little mix and match really adds to life.  I'm thinking of trying mixed meatballs with spaghetti and how I do sauce these days.  Cooking is a lot of work, with all that goes with it even more so.  Still, have to eat and eating out is well beyond my paygrade, even much of what is bad food.

It may be about time for a nap.  I'd like to switch out the laundry first, perhaps give dishes a final wash then set them to rinse, and fold and store the laundry which is dry.  Some of it?  Later, either way.