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I truly thought shoveling was going to hurt. As broken, beat up, and crippled as I have been I really... wasn't looking forward to it. Just getting dressed for it seemed to wind me. Happily half of the drive was cleared, the sun must have shined? Even some sun can do much. I decided to get to it as quickly as possible, which wasn't exactly impressive. Still it was what I could do, and not bad all givens.
There was between an half inch and two at the deepest. It seemed pretty wet, if it was well into freezing. It went quickly, as smoothly as I thought only to be dreamed. No extra pain, no enhancement of the pain, even the pain from the start dissipated with the snow. Still with the fog, but not exhaustion. I do wonder how much faith studies might help me not just tame my penchant for sin, but also add to my simple ability to function. I already have charitable work in mind. If that would be silly if I am not taking care of myself and my home duties. Still it is a goal. Charity, love, starts at home. If not I think it is a false pride? Summit like that.
There is always hope. Now to finish the chores set up yesterday. If I can catch up on regular stuff then I can dig into so much that is in arrears. Who knows. I don't agree with all this book suggests. I don't think that is the point. It isn't to become Christ, it is to explore that with my whole heart and mind and soul. This book makes that much easier. As with the Bible this is a book which won't be read then set aside. Might read it again right away. Hmm, I should log my disagreements, explore them, then review in my second reading. Don't know about you, but I can be a fool to even a God damned fool. If it wasn't for His simple true full love and forgiveness... Still it's what I have. And it works more than not. Good to test and sort it though.
Later.
Who knows. If you could be curious? Here's looking at you, kid. *grins* Tricksters can wear many faces, do. First to heal self? In some cases.
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