Some of it, again.

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Running low on money, had to get groceries.  First a shower.  I will shave later.  The shower drained me.  And with the drive to town ahead I couldn't do both.  Perhaps if I had hit it earlier.  As was, I was down to having to push through.  I dressed and headed right out.  Cabbage, finally, salad makings, eggs as I am seeing if the hens will brood.  Beef and pork roasts were both inexpensive and two-for-one.  I am running very low on money, have two trips to the V.A., and am hoping to swim soon.  But, couldn't pass those up.

It has been raining, perhaps with snow in there at times.  The roads aren't slick, but a few areas can give concern.  As written, all good.  Someone is really going to town with hatred, I am sure of it.  Perhaps many.  I can't really sort it out.  It isn't, mostly, my problem.  I cut off their method of hate spamming.  Now it's not my problem.  I just... they are so erratic with the expression of their hatred that it just, I can't pinpoint who, or why... mostly... probably.  I do realize, given womens' nature, it might not be at all for the reason logic would indicate.  Hatred is a feminine thing, dealing with a lack of logic and man's indifference and lack of understanding of the feminine.  When it is pointed at us.

I had thought to work on the heels, but there is nothing to do.  My feet are smoother still.  I might be brutally tired, but some things improve.  If, when I increase the new med, fail more, I will dump it.  Meds are improving my health, if bp remains an issue.  It isn't worth crippling myself on medication for ten points on bp.  Swimming, hiking, and keeping up on the house are far more important.  Though if half doses work, and I can push through, I might be willing to do that.  I'll find out soon.  It's been a week and a day since I got back on meds.  Haven't missed a dose, if I did have to switch day and night doses, and will do that whenever necessary.

Ugh.  Later.