Supper, a ghost, and else.

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The last of the carby food.  Spaghetti and doctored meat sauce.  Blood sugar is high, but will come down by Wednesday to Friday.  Another fatted tea.  Might have another. I have eaten much less today, yet am stuffed.  No nap either, or work.  I will get trash and recycling out.  Oh, I did set supper dishes to soak.  Might even give them a first wash.

Not long ago, I suggested I never saw ghosts.  No matter how I phrased it, I was mistaken.  I have seen them before, and since.  I might prefer to forget?  This last one was between when I suggested such and now... a week ago, four days hence?  In there like that.

She was a small woman.  I sensed she lived here once, before the front and back additions were added.  I saw her in the kitchen, going into the back hall.  She didn't see me.  I was in the short hall, to the bathroom... getting cat food.  I almost asked her who she was until I realized what she was.  A daughter, or wife, of a previous owner.

I... opened up, to... understand, or try, what she was about.  She was a bit confused, as a lessor sensation.  She thought she was still alive, believed she was home, but didn't understand the very existence of the kitchen.  Okay, I got that.  Her main problem was jealousy.  She believed a woman would be arriving, to become the woman of the house.  She thought she was or would... should... be the woman of the house.


I couldn't tell her age or size, if she seemed petite and younger.  Shadow, like mesh frame, outlined well enough.  Busy, upset, in a hurry.  Yes, I do see ghosts.  And more.

The... things I have seen are back, but different.  I have described the creatures as huge cats, only with tusks or really low ram horns, as the smaller creatures in these videos.  Sometimes with, sometimes without horns or tusks.  As poorly as they are seen, I can't be sure they all have the same horns or tusks, and as mentioned, not all seem to have either.

Fine, but something has changed.  Instead of being cat-like 2.5 x 2.5 foot cat or racoon shaped creatures, they are now, say with a base of 1.5 x .5 feet, standing 4 feet tall.  Obalisks, but retaining cat like features.  As with the others, made more of shadow than else, while holding solid form, not swirling.  What that means I can't say.  Although they are appearing quite often.  Unlike the others, they start from just outside my vision then creep in, frightening me initially often.  Odd.

Insanity, you may say, if you have no faith.  Of the damned, if you have faith but weakly.  Or, just as I say, in hope, faith, and charity... if you can bear to see.

I will get the trash and recycling out, wash the dishes and put those and some others up.  Then brush my teeth and go to bed.  Good night.