Crashed shortly after the last post.

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After the fever one.  The other was made along with the previous dream video, but parted as the videos were long.  I didn't immediately crash, drifted back to sleep.  No work, couldn't.  Just staying awake was the work.  And it was serious effort.  I might get aspirin down.  That is said to help with fever, definitely helps with these aches and pains.

I woke just a bit ago but may just turn back in.  The ducks were checked.  With the ladies nesting diligently, food and water stay clean and aren't used quickly.  I still try to do well by them, checking twice a day even if they don't need food or water.  I keep their water topped off and enough food for a day, in case illness gets to me.

I am doing well for the condition.  Meds taken regularly, even, mostly, insulin.  Diabetes is back down to usually below 200s.  I am hoping to get it back down, a lot.  I really wonder if low blood sugar is difficult for my body.  Every time I near 100s something goes wrong.  Is this current illness some sort of flu or a negative reaction to lower blood sugar.

I will keep trying.  Perhaps I simply have to focus through the sickness until I make it to calm.  It is difficult even with a smaller if permanent seeming fever, aches, pains, and general difficulty staying awake.  Still, I will give it my best.  Back to bed.  I will get back to work soon enough.  When I can.