Odder still.

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With starting back on the highest dose of the most potent of my heart medication I expected... hmm... less.  While I have been hollow to the bone lately, unable to clean, play games, or even watch programs for more than fifteen minutes to an half hour at a time, there is worse.  Forgetting I even exist.  You have... no idea.  For hours, days, weeks, months, even a year at a time.

I... expected that today.  I was pleasantly surprised.  I wasn't able to work, but I was able to watch shows and game.  Rather than drifting through the web, blindly following strange paths, I was able to look around, find things that interested me, watch several episodes (of Babylon 5) at a time, and game well, even past a major setback.

I am hoping to clear litter, get a shower and shave in, if not much more.  Trash, perhaps recycling as well, tomorrow.  Dishes as well, unless the meds blindside me.  Not much, just a bit.  I may also see about some laundry.  It is possible, if tomorrow is anything like today.

Blood sugar is back in trim.  It started out higher at 176, then to 186 after food and a higher dose.  Then 94 after my last meal and a smaller dose.  I was in part experimenting, in part going with my gut, on that last dose.  It is at 125 several hours after my last meal and dose.  Finally, it is improving.  So strange how high it will stay after a minor mistake.  Though I haven't been punished this severely for such a minor infraction... ever.  Yeah, well...

A bit of a headache, so a fistful of aspirin.  I don't want to struggle sleeping tonight.  Still... pleased with the day.  I have some hope for tomorrow.  I finally called my mother.  Will try to call my brother Monday.  I'm not the best, I have been messing up calling my mother as well.  I'll... keep at it.  Good night, probably.