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As close to perfection as I have had in some time. So exceptional I slept longer than needed, something I don't like to do. I often sleep many hours, or too few. But when I wake, usually I not only want to get up, I have to rouse. This was an exception, a rare one.
I reset blankets and the bedspread, settled in, then drifted swiftly to sleep. Occasionally I would send feelers out, while maintaining sleep, to make sure my body wasn't too cold, or too hot. It was always within tolerances. With an inner smile, I would drift back to the unconscious nether.
I woke, officially, at 3:30 or so. But wanted more, perhaps needed after having to fight for sleep the last few nights. At least now, if needed or wanted, I can take a bit more time. While the modern world demands a daily schedule, I don't... think that is natural. When you drive men like animals, you do end up with bad behavior. Well, and it leaves some behind. Most.
Truth is, in almost any other time, if I hadn't been worked to death, I would have been left to die, one way or another. Then, again, I actually should have failed, living on my own. I often fall off medicine. I rarely eat well. It... even the cold could get me. So many ways to die, and, yet, I remain. Just enough food, medicine, heating or cooling, etc. But just enough. I wonder if getting as much as I seem to want would be lethal? As if, to a degree, it matters.
Ducks and cats need fed. Hopefully dishes and a shower soon. Ugh.
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