Someone has been digging.

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Going way back, looking at specific topics.  I don't forget, but I don't always recall.  I am not, exactly, sure what they are seeking, hinting at, suggesting, or trying to understand.  I can't read well, but I can look at the videos.  Too tired to read, and sometimes I can't handle my own writing.  I just... can't always face what was, what I suspect, what will be, what could be or might have been.  Not today, to be sure.  I already hurt a bit much.

The rest of the cabbage for breakfast.  Either you love, or hate, the stuff.  I can eat, currently, as much fat as needed to get into keto... before backing it off.  And butter makes everything better.  Salt ain't bad either.  Dang, forgot to crack fresh pepper.  Even if you can't taste pepper, it still adds some magic.  Try it sometime, with a salad, or soup, or piece of meat... split the meal into three portions... one will have only standard spice... say salt; one will have enough pepper added to really taste it; and one will have a decent sprinkling of pepper, but be below the threshold of taste.  Try the plain one, then the one where it's presence isn't know after a five minute wait, then eat the last portion five minutes later.  Do it several times.  You will be amazed, especially if you don't generally like pepper (which, at once, I thought I didn't) how much the middle plate, the unsensible pepper dish, has changed.  I drool just thinking about it.  Pepper is almost magic.  Now that I actually like pepper, I like to add it to full flavor from time to time, but not every time.  That can be a goodly lot of pepper and doesn't fit with every dish.

I am feeling better, without having done anything but take meds, eat, and take all medicines.  Not better enough to get going.  I am still so very crushingly tired!  So tired.  Still, I am hoping to hang on, and get some things done.  I can't do dishes, I don't want to go upstairs or I may sleep.  Hmm... I could get the trash bagged and out.  Yes, I could.  And, then, I'll play games until it is time to test blood sugar.  If at that time I am still toasted, I will go on to a nap.

There is still some pain, but it's not agonizing.  Still pretty rough.  Not sure why.  I didn't do anything too strenuous, but did do some work to keep stretched and loose.  It doesn't make sense.  Oh well, I'll keep at it.  Trash, then gaming, then... whatever is possible.  So tired, sore.  I have had much worse.  I still remember cracking or breaking ribs... that was pretty awful.  I think the worst in... though... maybe that is what happened this time?  Bah.  Later.