Yea, well, I am almost certain?

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Work.  Not yet, but... feeling so much better it is almost sure.  I lit the grill, for a bit of food in a short while.  Dishes, perhaps, after this post.  A meal after that.  A shower after that... a trim first.  It is 35 out there, so cutting won't be really early.  If I can get dishes, a meal, and a shower, air dry for a while, then nap, cutting will be easy.  This time I am almost certain.

Dreaming has been on fire.  Dealing with dark things, good and bad men, understandings and mistakes.  It is morel like an intense class, as in education, on tenants, principals, virtues, vices, sins, and such, but through function... by example.  Looking at ancient through recent history of politics and war, discovering right and wrong... and gray.  A good, done for the wrong reason(s), a wrong for the right reasons.  Gray earns you no points, worse if for the right reason(s)... it meant someone understood the difference but didn't fully act on it.  Such... dreams though.  Some are horrible, some are... very good.  I pray, often, right in the dreams.

I am excited though.  I think I will get to it, and do a decent amount.  Further, while I will take Sunday off, at least outside, I will be back to it Monday.  I am... I see things, sometimes.  These I... I think I saw.  As well, I will do a bit of work in the house.  I am almost certain.  I have been praying little prayers, asking that I may succeed, and promising to offer up my efforts as sacrifice in thanks.  I... think so.

I am feeling better, as if that matters always.  I feel much better, if that comes and goes, as well.  I feel mostly rested, ready, able.  It is an exciting thing, to be on the cusp of action.  Prayer is fine, but it is only a portion of the way.  I may have only been able, even then, to pray in my sleep, but even so.  Oh, a few hail Mary's, and Our Fathers, and hailing Jesus and Mary with a hearty "good morning" as I wake, or... sometime after.  I do my best.  But action is a gift of it's own.

I best get to things.  A bit of gaming as the grill heats, some dishes as the meat cooks, then dinner and back to dishes.  Hmm, a trim right away, before gaming.  Trying to get things organized for the attack.