Pain.

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In my face, intense.  Broken.  Ribs, stomach, innards, left hand...  Just those areas... wait... elbows?  As if I had slept against their bends, but didn't.  Yes, even the elbows... sprung?  Now, for being such a small area, and limited things that hurt, they all hurt worse than they hurt anywhere along the path to recovery.  If, too, I think initially I had so much pain that my mind couldn't hear it all, or hear it as loudly as it was being pronounced.  NOW I CAN HEAR.

Oh, my backbone, too, literally.  It feels as if it was cracked.  As with ribs.

The left hand is not going to be able to do much.  No, not today.

I half dreamed she visited, the one who died.  She had questions.  Where was I?  I don't know.  I don't remember.  I explained that I can't remember much.  I don't think I was at sea though.  I just don't know.  Her parents, of course, didn't much care for me... us...  They may simply not have contacted me.  Or, the Navy had me on a non-mission mission, or moved me, or... had lost track of me themselves.  It... happened other times, for other people trying to reach me.  Ask my mom.  They tracked me down for her every year I was in, but only did it once a year, so...  yea.

I told her I am still not sure she was real.  It seemed to hurt her, but then I think she... understood better than most... from wherever she is.  Oddly, she flowed over with sympathy, which I asked her not to do.  But I think my situation made her sadder than she had been.  She was still her old age, I could tell.  Her voice, couldn't see her.  Probably just a dream, but had quite a conversation.  If she was real, she did ask if I remembered she was from Florida.  I had, I think I may have mentioned it here?  Anyway... it was... a different dream... or whatever.

Things to do today.  Really got to hit some things.  Can't do much, or physical, must be ready for tomorrow.  Ugh.  Later.
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Someone already knew.  They had left this as a viewed post before I woke.  It was in the "now" section, so had been viewed just an hour or two ago, at the most.  Someone definitely sees.  More than...