Sleep?

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Soon, perhaps.  Tired, but not.  Not able to be active.  But can't really get to sleep.  Hungry, but don't want to mess with anything.  Stuck... as has been the usual for the last while.

I don't want to mess with dishes, so I can get a shower first thing in the morning.  I got one earlier, I think?  I just... can't remember.  I think so.  

As soon as I can, a shower, then work on the cages.  There is some reasonable chance I will get both big cages done by Saturday.  Possibly, both smaller cages.  And maybe those installed.  Or... nothing, again.  I'll do what I can.  I'll have my clothing set out, generally ready to go.  I have chicken cooked.  A few drummies, or a thigh, would do... for a starter.

After as much as I can do, and rest, I hope to cook something else... a mix of ground meats, for a general hash.  I did order from the grocery store, but not to be picked up for a while.  I will go in, though, too... a few things I want fresh... salad, cabbage, and to check avocado.  Avocado is at a good price, but if it's too mushy, it's not worth it.  Too solid?  I can work with that.  I like to find one that is just about ready, and two or three a bit more solid.

The world seems so dark out there.  It might turn that way.  When, or if, it flips, it will flip hard.  You don't know what it is to live under a dictator.  I have seen people who have lived under such rule.  They become as awful as their leaders... the ones who survive.  Nothing is free, and nothing you don't pay for is worth receiving.  Further, if you are in, you do well... until you fall out.  And, everybody falls out, eventually.  Read about Castro.  Even Che fell out.

Hmm... I've got to get a bite.  Good night, day, and morning actually.