So very stuck.

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Sleeping many hours each day.  Perhaps a bit more each day?  I can't be sure about the latter.  The former is certain.  Sixteen to eighteen hours of sleep a day?  Twelve?  Worse, when I wake, there is little I can do.  I sit.  I wander the web, just looking for information, perhaps research curiosities, listen to music, or watch videos.

I have gotten up, and started on things.  I find myself, almost inexplicably, back in my chair, looking through the internet.  I do eat, sometimes.  Whatever is easy enough to make.  Low hanging fruits are not the best fruits.  At some point, this point, food is food.  At least I haven't been tempted by cat food!  Or duck food, for that matter.

Tired, foggy, sometimes sore... bleeding noses, if not too terribly... and more.  I keep trying to figure a way through.  I did, finally, get the dishes and else removed from the freezer.  I am now hoping to get a shower, get the dishes reset for rinsing and wash a few dishes on the side.  Then clear out a majority of that tonight.  Laundry?  I... I keep thinking about that.  I am not sure I have enough for a load, but... I suspect so.

Not much else, probably.  But, that handled, and a shower early tomorrow... early as relative to my waking time... then perhaps back to the cages.  One cage installed, one cage at least set by parts, and perhaps a couple of smaller cages which could have shelves built and be set in, plus cages to be bought near the first, could work well.  That would give me four cages on my own, with a divider in the big one, plus one big and perhaps several smaller cages on the side, but definitely a bigger one.  That would provide room, and a start.  Three or four more cages would be superior though.  I... think I can, somehow.

Hey.  Want to help?  Prayers.  A single or several.  Just to get me going.  All good.  I have been praying for... weeks?  months?  Just on this matter.  It seems I may need a more prayers.  It beats swinging a hammer and elsewise working up a sweat in the cold... for your part.  I am happy to do so, if I just could!  Ugh.  Lend a prayer, and I'll... push a bit harder.  Meh, don't worry, death isn't a worry.  Even should it happen, it's... not bad.  I know where I am aiming to go.  Still, I'll do as I may, to the good and right, while I wait around for that time.

Later.