Cool out there.

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I thought about chores.  It's 45 outside, and looking to become stormy again.  The potential is written across the sky.  Beautiful, but I am not quite up to facing it.  My eyes are open, glued that way with whatever it was that was oozing out while initially waking, not really open for their own reasons... give or take.

Medicine is in.  Though I have missed with insulin the last few days.  Always something being forgotten.  Kefir is back in play.  It failed, because I messed up.  Still, it's back in production.  And, another jar of the stuff will be added.  It sort of puts me to mind of the stuff the creature from "The Blob" is made of... a living thing in the fridge.  Still, it really is tasty, makes two of my meals easy, and adds digestive power to anything else I eat, meaning keto sins are slightly covered... especially with a smaller drink of kefir with it.

Ah!  The trash just got taken!  The one I was most worried about.  I wish I had been able to get litter sorted and out, but it just didn't work that way.  I couldn't push.  As well, it is a good thing I thought it was 10:00 mistakenly.  If I had just waken, at the real 10:00... right now... I would have been too late.  May well have missed recycling, but that... should be okay.  Three small bags filling the bottom half/third... which could easily be crushed down... cat food tins, mostly.

I... so want to go back to bed.  I fear being up a few hours, then crashing, not getting chores until far later than hoped.  It is doable.  The ducks forage, and it has been raining so there is moisture here and there.  They still have food.  It might be wet, but... it's... they... are ducks.  Ducks do wet.  And the rabbits were well sorted yesterday afternoon.  It's... not them, it's me.  I... want to try to do a regular, or more regular, day.  It's... a goal, a hope, a...  I am losing the day.  I don't think I can save it.

Still, it's been a pretty good run, after an excellent run, and on top of starting medicine.  That put the nubs on a lot of things, but I was mostly able to keep to days... if not do much.  I am still not doing much, but... chores, cats, and some personal feeding duties, mostly.  Even shaving, more often lately, and a few small things.

Today?  If I can, hitting the kitchen and bathroom.  Chores have to be done, cats and myself have to be fed.  Trying to stay up, if I think that will fail in an hour or three.  Chores will have to wait.  I can't get out there.  Too cold for me quite yet, in this exhausted state.  But I can feed the girls, and... goof until I collapse.  Later.