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I made it to 11:00, and and hour or two or change anyway.  I... don't know much.  Stress kept me awake.  But it couldn't enable me to do anything with the time.  I merely crashed very quickly without being able to sleep.  Blood sugar inexplicably jumped.  It had been 162 at "waking".  then, after a minor dose of insulin and kefir, it rose to 170.  Now it is 210, at 17:00, with only kefir and insulin this morning at about when I woke.  Very odd, but beats 51.  It really doesn't make sense.

I will have to check on the rabbits soon.  And, maybe, send a text if I can unjumble the mess of nerves and thoughts and all.  Though I am not sure I am actually going to wake up.  I haven't actually quite done that, and things are just off kilter.  Not a lot I can do about it.  Well, except keep my mind on things, and do my best.

Ah, and a minor anniversary.  It has been two months back on medicine.  I have missed one full day, a sleep cycle hiccup.  Lost the day and the medicines.  I have been late a few times, but made it up.  It's as good as I can do.  I had another medicine dispenser ready.  I need to refill more.  The medicine arrived from my doctor, except the new stuff, unless  that is at the post?  I'll... have to get in... soon.  Call the hospital if not.

A shower.  I need one.  After I wake, if this is when I will wake.  Ugh.  Later.