Never did get to sleep.

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I... just sat here.  I had things I wanted to do.  Plans, even, of what to start, how to get to things.  I went through hunger, a few times.  I had a kefir or two.  Some perrier.  Maybe a handful of nuts, pecans I think.  I... tried to game.  I just couldn't stay awake... interested.

I think I mostly just... looked and listened to the internet offerings.  Still hurt, but if I didn't move, I could forget, for a while.  It has to be nearing bedtime?  The temp, outside, is around 68... if I read correctly.  Cooler than inside, but it has been that since... that one post, where I suggested it was 74 out there.

I did get caught up on medicine, finally.  Yes, I missed my catchup from yesterday, by forgetting to take the final bedtime medicine, as I had the day before.  Not today.  Oh, and... I thought I had missed some of the things being dug up or inferred.  I won't play them all, but... an interesting mix.

Probably just an old fan, kicking around, looking for something, sensing something.  But they made sense to me.  Not... just for, or about, me.  Yea, sure, there is some of that.  But they seem to be putting together a notion of their own, possibly having nothing to do with me at all?  Who knows.  I just... recognized patterns, and felt... something was being... explored.  Perhaps my notes on the topic, and figuring it more surely through the music.  Doesn't mean they agree, or disagree.  Only... maybe... looking the story over?  I... I really don't every know for sure.  Could just be the ai spitting out really old, odd, or... something... music.  Still, it makes a sort of sense to me.  

Here you go, with some of them.  Later.

This next is probably not for the meek, delicate, or soft.  Lovely, though.

In it's way.  Several of my women were like this, especially when hungry.

And, just the facts, going on for decades.

Though, who knows.  Perhaps these have other meanings in other people's lives.  I sense a woman back there, looking.  Difficult to know though.  As I wrote, dig carefully.  There are a lot of things buried here.  They can't hurt you, but they... for bits of a broken life, can still be deadly sharp.

Be at ease here.  I... think I finally am.  God go with you.