Something is rather wrong.

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Rather?  Or really?  Really wrong, I think.  I can't stay awake.  I can cost into it.  Wakefulness.  I can... stay awake, not sleep, for a while.  It becomes more difficult as time passes.  Sometimes, for a while, I can't sleep.  There is that.  But, for now, as soon as I wake, about all I can do is not sleep for a while.

My resistance fades.  I wasn't able to cook, so I drove for food.  It's not the best food, but it is calories, in.  It doesn't help.  And I wasn't able to eat much of it, either.  I am falling.  I am about to go on to bed again.  If I wake at a good time, and it is cool, and I can figure things out, I am hoping to do some work.

A shower, a shave if possible, probably over time.  Some dishes put to a hot soak, then washed in an hour or so.  Some straightening and cleaning in the bathroom, and perhaps the kitchen too.  And a chores light, checking on the animals, feeding the cats.  Perhaps.

I keep hoping to get to drilling the pole, to set up the hammock.  To be fair, even after the poles for the clothes line were up, it took a while to set up the actually lines and pulleys.  And, after that, a while to begin using it.  But I am using it semi-regularly... when it isn't raining in the middle of summer while getting to washing!

I'm going on up to bed, for however long it takes.  It's 20:30, or so.  A good time to be getting to bed.  I will set the alarms, which are currently set at 08:00 and 10:00, but they will be changed to two hours earlier.  There is some hope I can wake much earlier... or at least a little earlier.  Night meds and some water as I get ready to go down.

I had thought about another watering tonight.  It isn't just because I am so tired that I won't.  I just think two nights in a row wouldn't be good.  And I won't seed again, perhaps next Thursday, before watering, the rest of the bag.  Then, a week later, half of a jug of fertilizer seed mix.  Then a week after that, the rest.  We'll see.  That is assuming there is any growth from this first bag over the three weeks until considering more seed.  If there isn't much growth, I'll save that for fall.  Ugh.

Yeah...  Feeding the girls, and checking the rabbits in the outbuilding first.  Then on to bed.  Good night.