Crashed.

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Sometime after noon, but not quite 13:00?  I think so.  The alarms were set at 17:00 and 19:00, I think.  The early alarm had sounded.  I hit the snooze twice.  Was able to crawl out.  Not terribly awake, sore as well for whatever reason, and just not in great shape.  Awake, not much more.

I think it was around 09:30(?) the last time I ate.  So it is almost a fasting time.  Actually, since it was a nearing 18:00 when I tested, I can call it a fasting period.  So I thought to test.  Blood sugar was 126 fasting.  I haven't eaten, probably won't for a while.  A good number though.

It was a bit warm inside, so I checked outdoors.  It was cooler, by a bit, plus with a breeze..  It is overcast, but doesn't look to be offering rain.  And it smells of smoke.  A more local or more distant fire, that I can't say.  But it has a hellish cast to the sky, rather than anything good, clean, or moisture laden.  It's an ugly color, more a haze than cloud covered.

Not sure what I am about, at the moment.  I can't do much.  Awake, it's as good as it gets.  I am hoping for visitors, but that may not happen.  I have opened things up.  I had hoped to open things even more, but I... have done what I can, for today.  If it is another day, or week, I can do more.

The world is sure looking dark, in a lot of ways.  Not sure what is going to end up happening, but... it'll either go dark, or become full black, as a place and world.  Even some miraculous correction will... get dark first.  It's worse for others, far worse.  Though it can go absolutely harsh here, in a moment.  They are trying to make it so, and no one really seems to care, as long as they get theirs... for as long or short as they can get it.  Later.

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Visitors tomorrow.  All good.  Now I can... crawl back to sleep.  Soooo tired.  Headache from it.  Plus, there is a chance, if I can sleep enough to wake well, that I can clear the areas better before they arrive.  So very tired.  So tired it hurts.  Good night, again.