Fading hope.

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I had hoped to warm and get to work.  That just wasn't possible.  Even with a meal, that just couldn't happen today.  Too cool?  Too dark?  Worn from recent efforts?  A mix of all?  So cold, I just can't seem to warm up.  That isn't the only part, but seems to be a bigger part?  I just don't know.

I'll keep at it.  Take medicine.  Eat as and when possible.  One more week of double potassium, then it's back to the agreed amount... dependent on how many water pills I take.  Now that I am to one, only one potassium is recommended.  I was taking the two, because I had been taking five pills for a week, or so.

I had thought I would still, in time, need to take more water pills, to get the remaining fluids out, but I don't think so now.  Oh, I think there remained excess fluid.  But, over time, with the flow having been created, that single water pill per day has pumped the remaining excess out.  My feet, ankles, and legs have been exceptional, and my midsection has been greatly improved... both in general feel, general physical touch, and else.  I think it is clear.

Anyway... still happy with the day.  I needed a nap, so took one.  I woke, and have been doing okay.  No pains, aches, headaches, or else.  I have managed food, with some help from others.  The girls are fed.  And I think I will get out and tend the rabbits one more time tonight?  Or not.  It hasn't frozen, so... and their food was set up well this morning.  So I may just go on to bed, fairly comfortable that all are taken care of as I am able and within reason.

Plus, if I get to bed shortly, perhaps I can wake earlier... dark, cold, or not.  Insulin, with dinner, and slow acting, have been taken.  Pill medicines too.  I'd like to stay up to check blood sugar in a bit, but that would make it a near 23:00 bedtime, so... nah.  Yeah, I think I will just head on up to sleep.

I do have a few treats up there, in case blood sugar drops.  I should take a bottle of water too.  It's difficult for me to eat, almost anything but certainly candy, without a draught.  I'll shut the door tonight, though.  As I want some more serious sleep.  I'll let the girls up, say, Monday?  Or Tuesday.  Every two to four days.  I love their company, but it mucks up my sleep!  Bah!  Good day, good evening, and good night.

From a few jokes to a reality?

Did she mock?  Then... not?  I can't tell.  I did notice... something...

Check.