I... I can't.

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Falling, failing, dropping into sleep.  I will get medicine down, including slow acting insulin.  I don't hurt.  Actually, I can't feel anything.  Oh, a bit of nausea.  The rest is numb.  I think I have had strong anesthesia before.  Where everything feels... puffy?  Yes.  And numb.  Like... a marshmallow suit of armor.

What is causing that is anybody's guess.  There must be something causing pain, and a reaction to it?  This is the type of pain relief I get when I had cracked ribs, or other similar.  Not sure why it triggered now.  Feels great, on the one hand.  But it's like having ones parachute deploy before jumping.  Pretty useless, I think?

Anyway.  That is that.  I am going to go on up to bed.  Yes, just downed pill medicine.  Will go get insulin.  Then on to bed.  What an... annoyance.  Goodnight.