Up late, moving slow.

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Had to wrap my hands, all over.  Rashes.  Bad ones.  I am wondering about protein powder, allergies?  Other issues?  Perhaps, in making the skin softer, it also makes it more fragile?  And, being that I am as gentle on my skin as on the rest of me, perhaps between cold, and hot, and abrasion, I am... hurting my skin?

Anyway, I went looking.  I found nothing on this, based on protein.  But I did find it on fats... a keto thing.  It's just on my hands, but it is truly rough.  Right down to bleeding in some places.  The stigmata seemed to be returning too, but that is a different issue.  It really is different, totally different sort of sores.  Ugh.  Anyway...

From this video, there might be some options.  Bile salts, and vitamin b2, riboflavin.  I had been on a b complex, but dropped it when I went off meds, and never restarted it.  I think I will restart it.  And, I'll try to bile salts.  I only need, if I need them, the salts for a short term.  It may be all the protein I am taking, and my body simply trying to adjust.  

As well, it may be that I am used to being hard on my body, and that doesn't work with as much protein and collagen as I am taking in.  Again, hopefully, just an adjustment period may be needed.  But, I will try these things, see if they work.  I have been, if eating less total, probably been consuming much more fat by percentage lately.  While generally hitting 1k to 1.2k calories, which is very low, I'd water I'm hitting 70 to 90 percent fats.  Which, yea, is a lot.

Currently, I have gauze pads everywhere.  It looks like my hands were burned.  I may have cotton gloves, somewhere, which if I can find I might wear regularly.  I have enough that they could be disposable, if I will try to wash and reuse.  Plus, I have been adding triple antibiotic ointment to the worst patches... the ones bleeding, including the stigmata.  But that one seems to just keep getting worse.  The main one is now an open wound.  Light, but... right through the skin, in a cross presentation, and deepening.  Ugh.  It doesn't seem to be opening up on both sides, or yet.

Breakfast was had, litter was reset, the girls were fed.  Now I need to get to the rabbits.  A bit of fatted coffee, first, to warm.  I am having a heck of a time staying warm, as well as the other problems.  I am dressed warmly, eating rightly, doing what I can.  But I just can't get warm!  Low carbs doesn't help.  Though summer should, again, be easier to take, mostly.  

I tired the 'ugly' pasta last night, miracle noodle type... Japanese roots of some sort.  Not... as bad as I remember.  The only real problem is there isn't very much per package.  Now, you can eat... four of those really, and add no calories or... anything?  Mostly.  Well... 7.5 calories per serving (two servings per package), and 2 grams of carbs per serving (totally fiber).  So... two packs would be 30 calories and 8 grams of fiber.  Whether that fiber would have a blood sugar involvement is yet to be checked.  I may try that this evening, with two packs of linguine cuts of the stuff.  It wasn't great, but it really wasn't bad, either.  Not as good as palm, a little watery, if that may have been my bad with the spaghetti sauce...  Bleh.  I'll keep at it.  

Blood sugar was 159 fasting this morning.  But not because of spaghetti.  I... was so cold and hungry, I went to a fast food place and ordered a big regular meal.  So... yea, okay.  I did bad.  I'll... try to sort out my hunger, and the cold, in a better way.  I don't quite yet know how, but I'll... try.  Later.