Well?

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If nothing else, I finally got a shower.  I heated the remainder of the steak from yesterday.  I had a strange thought.  I thought sauerkraut would actually go well with that side of the steak.  And?  It did.  It was... quite a nice mix.  That side is very lean.  The 'kraut kept it moist.  All I know is, that sauerkraut is a lot more versatile than I had initially thought.  Now that I think of it, I do believe I have heard it used in chocolate cake, to keep it moist.  Pureed?  I don't remember the details.

I have been feeding the girls, extra.  Sam is just going for the juice, but I am trying to get her what she can and will eat.  It looks like she has taken to peeing in the shower/tub.  I suppose she is too frail to go the the bathroom as often as she wants.  And, with a cat condo in the bathroom, her little quiet place, it is better than peeing on the floor?  She is trying, but... dying is a miserable thing.  I still hope we might figure something out, that could help her.  Even if death is required, to be able to take in food, while dying, would be preferred.

So very tired.  Maybe the shower will help.  In my own way, if with... probably... more time than her... I too am on the edge of things.  I know death might be a blessing, but as with Sam, I am fighting it, for what good it does sometimes.  Yet, neither of us has died, yet.  Or... for me... again.  Keeping at it.

Well, back to gaming.  The shower wore me out.  Then chores in a bit, when I catch my breath.  Then on to bed.  Couldn't stay awake very late yesterday.  Never sure when I will crash, it's not a choice or conscious thing, it happens when it happens.  Well, have a great day.  If you can, do.  Do for those of us who can't.  I'll send some prayers your way.  Amen.