Better.

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A lot better.  Pain has lifted.  I was aware of the pain the whole time I slept, especially when waking to add to the five liters of pee.  But, even when sleeping, my eyelids were sweating from the pain.  Yea, it... was rough.  I... didn't think there was a way out.  Painkillers help, not... against the roaring raging suffering I was facing, I was thinking it would be as a cup of water on a bonfire.

Well, I am having coffee.  So, there is that.  I have had two bottles of water, which help with hydration.  The painpills, too.  So, it hasn't just been, I suppose, an attack on just the pain, but the causes, and possibly symptoms.  Still, it's as if a major fever has broken.  Still weak, legs to arms, to core... shaky.  But... the pain has eased to a mild background noise sort of thing.  As opposed to being in the center of a massive storm, deafened by the pain.  Agony, sweet, beautiful, terrible.  About on par with love, both good and bad.  Aye.  *wink*

Enough better that I am filling two more jars of r.o. water, from the countertop unit, rebagged the bins, and put them where they belong.  Little things, but I was thinking I'd be going back to bed shortly.  I was feeling like I was being torn apart, internally, and my head being bashed in.  I.... wasn't going to be able to do much as was.  So... little things are good things.

What next?  Whatever I think I can do.  I am sweating, just a bit, from the breaking of the cursed state of affairs.  Have you ever eaten too much chocolate, and broken out in a sweat from the richness?  Oddly, that is the sort of sweat I am in.  The furnace is still at 72, so it isn't that.  An odd thing.  Anyway...

Giving my pain to God, and blessing His head regardless... seems, this time, to be seeing me to a better place?  I think so.  Good afternoon, evening, and day.

Oh, and when all else fails?  Cheat like hell.  I'm... only interested in a few fights, a few redos of settings and gear, and then I quit a boss.  This games seems to want to make cheaters of us all.  Does it still work?  Sometimes these gimmicks never worked, sometimes they are patched to not work.  Will find out.  When fighting like hell a couple dozen and ways doesn't work, cheese like hell!  *rictus grins*