Brutal.

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Couldn't get to bed until 24:30.  Didn't wake until 13:30.  Feel like I have been run over, then beaten up and shoved in a ditch.  On the good side, I think I am beginning to feel better.  Though, checking my stoop, finding the packaging for a tool, only to find it empty, added to the headache, somehow.  My collarbone aches, too, for some reason.  I know I didn't sleep on that, in any way, not sure... why.  Then again, odd parts hurt from time to time, with seemingly no cause.

Down in just flipflops, so as to get a shower soon.  I may have to, will have to, adjust the bench.  Inside the tub will probably be a bit higher than outside, probably.  Or the other way, if I suspect the former from having a mechanical mind and years of use.  But it should just be one or two click stations.  I'll need to empty the dish pans in there, three.  Mostly rinsing?  Or washed well once.  Shouldn't be a problem.

Next month I will be ordering those thick, easy draining, in-shower mats.  Ah, come to think of it, while in there, I will measure the basin.  17, 23 1/2, 25 inches wide?  I would guess at least 36 inches long, though I don't need that whole length.  Would rather cut just a few inches of length and width off, if it means ten or twenty dollars, or more, off.  Crazy how much more just a bit longer or wider can cost.  Though, if it's only a few dollars off, I don't care.  Limits to even limits.

I did fry the burger yesterday.  It was still good.  I definitely had fear it wouldn't be.  Don't want to shop.  I just checked my account.  It is showing either a negative balance, or $475.  That was from the attempt at pulling a second mortgage?  Right, but I thought that had been cleared?  And I am pretty sure, if they try to sneak another one through, that won't be accepted?  Maybe it just takes a while to... fix?  Ugh.  

A call.  Yep, they... tried it again.  Freedom mortgage tried to get another mortgage payment... so... two extra this month alone.  My bank is sending it back, without payment, or fees?, again.  Ugh.  Anyway, as soon as they stop trying to pull money they don't deserve out of my account, my balance will be $475.  I do have electric and gas yet to come out, so... money is tight.  I have a few dollars in the wallet.  It'll be a tight month.  But... I should be able to make it.  Still, I don't want to do any shopping.  Might have to, but just a roast or two, maybe some fresh veggies, and that would get me through if all else fails.  Though I think I have enough food for the month?  Ugh.

I have some things to be returned though.  Shoes that don't fit, probably the boots as it's not my ankle, but my toe, not sure how those were paid.  But having things go back, this month, is very good.  My real problem is being on my feet long enough to cook.  Daily is a bit much.  Every other, or third day should do.  I may end up using the microwave or oven and just heating meals up.  But keeping up on meals, even, in the first place, is proving tricky.  So, eating out a few times a week, bad as that is, might be part of the way.  Ugh.

The wrappings on the lower plus now the upper leg certainly kicked out fluid.  Not as much when doing the first, then second foot.  Still, nearly three quarts last night, or more.  Though, I noticed, after a day or two, the fluid is simply gone.  And then it normalizes.  The leg with the hurt foot, the upper leg part, really does ache.  I'll adjust a few things.  Though, that might be from the foot clearing, healing?  Dunno.

Later.