Trying to... do things.

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A bite, or two, to eat.  Partly with the help of a friend.  I had a final gift to offer.  All good.

I am feeling a bit off.  Nausea, even while sitting most of the time.  There is pain, too, but it's mild, what is felt.  No, I didn't take any more painpills.  Haven't since yesterday... but early, to midday?  I can't be sure.  I'm not all that observant of late, or memory sucks.  Or both.

I did get kefir reset.  Just two quart jars fermenting.  As well, I replaced a few of the bigger jugs, and have the old ones soaking.

It looks like a momma mouse 'sploded' babies all over.  Sassy is getting them.  She got a few adults recently, as well.  I suspect she was nesting, got caught, and now the younglings are looking anywhere and everywhere for anything.  Mostly finding Sassy.

As mentioned, she doesn't eat them.  Just kills them.  Sometimes brings them to me.  Live or dead.  I just praise her to high heaven.  This, my friends, is what cats should do.  She is killing a few a day, up to three.  Must have been a big batch.  Only little ones lately.

For some odd reason, Sassy sometimes meowls while killing.  Not while hunting, but in the killing process.  As if they just won't die fast enough, or... something.  Not sure what her deal is.  But kill them, fuss or not, she does.

One more group of shoes to test.  Can't be sure if they will fit.  Two sizes of the same type of dress shoes and a pair of basketball shoes.  I just used to like those.  But, now, they might add a lot of padding and ankle structure, while I to heal my broken foot.  As well, some max support, podiatrist, insoles.  The stuff for the broken foot is coming in faster than expected.  Grateful for that.  Even the shower stool should be in by midweek or sooner.  One thing will be taking it's sweat time, going through usps.  I looked for a different item, or different shipping, when I saw that issue, but there isn't a different item or option for delivery.  There it goes, I guess.

Seems really cold, but it's not showing colder.  Perhaps just, as time goes, at these lower numbers, it just... wears on me.  Or, a few other possibilities.  Healing, or not feeling well while healing, or the heart, or tired... sleeping strangely?  Who knows, but it sure feels frigid.  I'll game a bit more, try to get to bed earlier.

I checked on my mortgage company.  They didn't take my automatic payment, again.  Am trying to shove a payment down their throat.  Not sure it went through.  Will check...  They only took a partial payment.  Yea, I'll have to get ahold of the state's AG and get this Freedom Mortgage illegal behavior handled.  Refusing to take autopayments I am signed up for, refusing to take the amount of payments I am putting in, criminal.

Ugh.  Headache.  Anyway...  Oh, I did make an offer, again.  Rent seems okay, or doable, until you begin doing it.  When it becomes crushing, a way out, any way out, seems better.  But... that is quite difficult.  And, there are other problems.  Still... live is getting difficult.  An offer, again.  I don't think so, but... choices.  Not mine to make.

If accepted, could be a way out.  Maybe.  Not sure that would work, but... a bit of a way out for a while.  A short term contract, with no wins or losses as it would turn out, but everything status quo with a minor gain for me, and an actually larger gain for him.  But... complications.  :p  Life... only gets more complicated.  And expensive.  Until you find your plot, and fill it, it... only gets more complicated and pricy.  Choices.

Later, or more likely goodnight.  Sleep well.  I'll pray for you.  Lord knows it is becoming evil, dark, and hard out there.  You could use a prayer.  Amen.