The drive was cleared.

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I even tried to pay.  But, no, not this time.  I thought... after someone left... the transfer would go through.  Nope.  Bah!  Grateful though.

Not much done, but I am up at 14:49.  I only slept four hours, so... not bad.  Can't do much.  I did try to shovel.  I got about a four foot square area, give or take, then had to just... come back in and sit.  I had hoped to push through a bit.  Wasn't possible.  Tired.  In ways that aren't healthy.  Still, that I even thought to try, and make solid plans, was... something.

I finished my first run through Mass Effect 1 through 3, and have started a second run.  I learned... bits and pieces.  Am hoping to learn more, this time.  So that, next time, I could run through on the hardest difficult.  There are a few elements I still haven't fully integrated into play, which will be required on more difficult settings.  Hope to square those circles this time though.  Maybe will happen.  Found reading material to better comprehend these things.  Just... have to be in good enough shape to read, comprehend, and develop plans of action from those first things.

Oh, I best get meat out, thawing.  Though, too, I hope to get to the store Monday or Tuesday.  Though it could end up being Friday.  Or... next week.  Sort of rough, of late, if not too awfully terrible.  Just, a bit... off.  In... a lot of ways.  I don't hurt, mostly.  Ache, occasionally.  And, this and that, including a mild fever?  Seems to.  But, not the worst of any single thing, just a lot of little nagging issues.  Painpills helped.

Someone has been digging.  Odd how they do.  A bunch of songs from a while back.  A few which tell a sort of story, if connected correctly.  The last?  Ah... a warning right before it was due.  Some conspiracy theories aren't put out fully, initially.  Until... well, it is hoped that, at some point, you'll figure it out.  Just... some things I saw.  My guess is, they knew, by this time, what was happening in China, but were keeping it quiet.  I... felt it, more than heard it.  But I was... hearing things, very peripherally.  Anyway, here.

You'll never understand those.  You aren't made to understand.

This, by now, should make perfect sense, or... some sense.  To those who can understand 2 + 2 = 4, without needing proofs.  Givens, often, are all we get.  Though, some givens seem universal to many.  Not that they shouldn't be parsed, dissected, sorted, even denied.  For, in the cases which it isn't true, goes to proof more than not, should some cases exist.

Anywhile, while I am still awake, I am running out of time and air.  Painpills helped, but not enough.  I tore my bed down, finally.  Ran out to time and energy yesterday.  So I'll have to put my bed back together.  All good.  Keep me up just a bit longer.  Trying to drag my way through as long as I can.  Oh... another, for those who know, understand.  Good after, day, evening, whatever.