I had hoped...

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To get to more.  To get down underneath and figures some things out, or try.  The problem is, even if I didn't do a lot, it wore me right out.  Though, really?  I am surprised I did what I have done.  The hallway is much clearer.  The wet vac is set to vac wet, and has been used to empty the drain down to some degree.  And has been used and emptied once.

As well, I learned some things, at least topside.  Several topics have become understood.

I have had something to eat.  Trying to go clean, and clear, keto... leaning more into the carnivore diet.  Not the lion diet, I can't afford it.  But the carnivore with kefir.  Although, if I can learn to eat less often?  I might be able to go lion diet, perhaps even having steaks once or twice a week.  Mainly because I won't be eating as often.

Even with the potatoes, and else, this week.  The truth is, I haven't been eating nearly as often.  I simply don't eat, usually, more than once a day.  And, that being, say, three eggs, a bit of cheese, some sausage or bacon, and that is it.  Well, kefir, and coffee with a tablespoon or three of whole raw cream.  Still, that is pretty low on the calorie count.

Most of the time I am not going hungry.  Sometimes, but because I am busy, too tired to cook, or such.  Mostly I just don't feel the need to eat.  And, yes, I can live with that.  It won't kill me, as... long as it doesn't kill me.  I could, in some situations, go without eating for days, weeks, months, and probably much longer.  I'd want to tend my actual nutritional needs, through supplements and vitamins (possibly more through food if that is possible, or required).  But, yes, I can go a long time without eating.

I used to go months without eating.  Didn't lose much weight, ever, because I simply didn't have much metabolism... which was why I was sleeping.  But, if I can stay awake while fasting a lot?  Yea, I can lose some weight.  Am losing weight.  I thought I would check.  The last time I weighed in, a week or so ago, I was 273.x... x being... something between .3 and .8?  Like that.  This time?  I just weighed in, and I am at 265.8.  So, around eight pounds off?  In a week, or two?  Odd.  And, before the eight pound loss, I am down from 288 to 285 before that, say a month ago?  So, down... nearly twenty pounds in about a month?  Okay.

Very strange.  Not sure if it's because I am improving or dying though.  I'll find out before long.  As I have said, I have given up on losing weight.  That isn't why I am eating as I am eating.  I'm not hungry, or am too busy doing other things, or can't get the dishes clean, or... cook... or else.

I had hoped to make eggs and corned beef hash tonight, this morning really, but that just isn't going to happen.  Too tired.  I had hoped to push my day through, until later in the morning, possibly noon.  But that can't happen.  Too tired.  The work I did wore me out.  Am trying to stay up until eight or nine, another near hour or two.  I'll see.

No more water.  I didn't end up drinking any r.o. water.  But I did drink less carbonated water, trying to only drink when I am thirsty.  As well, I did add electrolytes to my water.  I did drink two coffees, but with fewer grinds, less of a caffeine load.  Yea, I will try to be up for a while longer.  I would love something to eat, but it's just not going to happen.