Awake.

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Have been for a while, to be honest.  When did I wake up though?  I just... can't be sure.  Perhaps around 19:30?  I checked outdoors, about then, and it was 60 out.  Already that cool?  It got warm today.  While I was sleeping, I could tell.  Not hot, or terribly hot, but to the high 70s, low to mid 80s, if I had to guess.

That left it at about 75 upstairs.  Strangely?  That was good sleeping weather, for me.  I had the windows open, upstairs, and fans on.  So that helped.  But it just wasn't miserable.  It was... very good sleeping weather.  I think I am tired of the cold?  Very strange, for me to say, but true.

The downstairs, shut up, from the outside and from the upstairs, stayed in the low 70s, or high 60s.  Very peculiar.  Though it does look like a weather system moved in.  No rain, but it could happen at any time.

I am thinking the state is getting ready for another heavy winter.  Will it be one?  We have been edging that way for a while.  Variations, good and bad, from year to year, but trending toward a very dark epoc.  We are heading either to the 1970s, or the 1400s.  A colder decade, or nearly century.  If not that, then a full blown iceage.  Wait until Mexico tries to keep Americans out.  Foot on the other shoe?  :p

A lot of things will change.  If I am correct.  Me?  I'll... just stay.  Here.  Survive or not.  I won't be an invader, win or lose.  That's a younger man's gig.  Well, and a family man's gig.  He has to do what he has to do, God bless him, win... lose... draw.  That, my friends, is life... and death.

I called my mother.  She sounds good.  The first things they looked for weren't the problem, or... don't seem to be.  They are on to tertiary expeditions into what and where problems might be.  When one is 80, unless a billionaire, no one is any kind of hurry to find the problem.  Though, these days, unless you are seemingly wealthy?  They... really don't care.  Heck, aren't most doctors young enough to still be practicing medicine actually indoctrinated into not really wanting us to live?

After what I saw with the medical field, and covid, and the V.A. hospitals still requiring masking?  I realize doctors are completely compromised.  They aren't just not for us, they are outright sold out against us.  Though my guess is Canadian doctors were true dupes.  Many of them died from the clot-shot.  You didn't hear about that from American doctors... who while absolutely shoving the shot at us, didn't have a die off.  They knew, and didn't take the shit themselves.  At least the Canadian doctors actually believed lies they too were fed.  American doctors, by and large, seem to be fucking evil.  In time it will be known as a genocide.  Targeting very specific people.  Funny how many Jews worked with the Nazis.  So it was, so it is.  Only this time it is whites taking out whites.  Odd how self-hate can be indoctrinated so easily.

Some... music.  Someone must have been doing some serious digging.  I am sure there is a specific storyline, or group of them, in there.  For me?  It was... just a stroll through memory lane.  The good, the bad, the ugly, if not quite that one directly, this time.  Enjoy, or... go away.

Someone is strobing, or stabbing, my cortex.  It hurts so good.  A woman, almost has to be.  Strange creatures.  Just want... attention.  Well... and more.  Always more.  Lots more.  More in every way... until they get it, good and hard.  *grins.  Still, I... don't hate them.  One doesn't seem to hate me, mostly.  Moistly?  :p

A monster?  Aye, and... yet...

Become... more?  Or... so it was promised.  Amen?

I... think so.  Yes.  Amen.