Finally pulled food out.

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Meat, to thaw.  Several packs of burger, two steaks, and some else.  Should last... a week.  But, it will take a day, or two, to thaw.  Still, food is... on the way.

I'll have some kefir.  Then, probably, reset the kefir right then and there.  It should be good.  Late, in resetting it, but it still smells good.  Because it hasn't been getting too warm, it can last a bit longer.  After the kefir, fatted coffee.  It's something.  And, for now, that is... enough.

Wouldn't be bad to lose another ten to fifteen, even twenty, pounds.  Not sure it will happen, not sure what it would take.  Will keep at it.  For... no good reason.  On the good side, my body is tightening back up.  Oh, I still have plenty of fat.  But my internals aren't seemingly loose, squishy, and such, as they were.

Getting rid of a lot of fluid helps, but then keeping it out, and letting the body figure out where it wants things to go.  Who would have thought that losing weight could be so... physically traumatic.  Seriously, I thought I would just lose and that would be fine, and all.  But... no.

Finally it is coming around.  Still, losing another ten to fifty pounds would be fine.  As if it really matters though, at this point.  They, the doctors, were right.  I was beyond redemption, physically, when I became ill.  That is why they didn't want to do anything.  I do get it.  But, at this point, it is what it is.  If they want my life, at this point, they will, as with my guns, have to come and take it.

On the good side, that should be easy.  Unless God really doesn't want me dead.  Which... really sort of seems like the thing.  So, when I can, I'll keep trying.

Gaming is brutal.  I am surprised I am keeping up.  Bottlenecked, at two bosses, currently.  I don't prefer competing against bosses.  They are more annoying than fun.  I like the rest of the game, though, so figure out how to push on through.  Is this game easier than the first, second, games?  I'm not sure.  But I think so?  Or... maybe not.  You know how memory is.

Not sure what is happening today.  Sunday?  Already?  I'll... see about getting trash out, and recycling if that seems the time.  Some kefir, and coffee, first.  And more gaming.  Had to figure something out, before trying to move on one of the bosses.  Always some bit of knowledge, or understanding, or trick.  I am not sure how close to the end I am, but... at least half way through?  Two thirds?  Somewhere in there.

On with it.