Hmm?

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I have seen them... work my feed.  Cause things to show up there.  Seemingly in message form.  And I have seen them turn the feed to shit, groids, and foreign language only.  I have even seen them put vids into my history, vids I didn't, wouldn't, watch.  So, I have been carefully culling vids that don't belong.  Checking the history from time to time.

What I have never seen is having vids, essentially, thumbtacked to the top tier of my history.  Not the first row, but the second.  And, for three, four, maybe five days?  These three have been tagged and kept in place, in my viewing history.  I haven't watched some of these for months.  I ignored.  I kept ignoring.  But... fine.  I'll show them.

Oh, nothing means nothing, nothing means what it seems.  And, even if it does?  It doesn't.  I wouldn't worry about it, if I were you.  I don't worry about it myself.  I just noticed, so... put it out.  I think they do it to gain attention, or get me to put it out.  So be it.

What do I have to say about it?

As I have said before, if you are Tyler, you can... never escape it.  Oh, maybe for moments, months, even years.  But not truly, not even then.  You... can make it mean something.  You can use it to teach, grow, learn, even laugh.  But what is, is.  Yea, there you go.  Psychic seppuku is the start.  Premature enlightenment.  Feeling it, knowing it, loving it.  Then, handing that over to God, when you... finally understand fully.  What a gas.