Maybe not everything.

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I had high doubts everything hoped would be completed.  I had small hopes anything would be done.  More so when I woke up, and have had trouble uncrossing my eyes from the exhaustion I am suffering.  Raining, for a while it was incredibly rainy out there.  Not sure windshield wipers would have even helped on the highest of the modern settings.  Cool, dark, to go along with it.

Pretty out there, though.  I won't deny that.  Greening, growing things, yet still with the snow on the mountains.  It's... a nice part of the world in which to live.  I can't really afford it, I just can't afford to escape at the moment either.  Can't really sell the house, can't get out.  So... I'll take the good with the bad.

I did finally remember to get the laundry switched over into the dryer, and a last load of dark cotton in to be washed.  When what is drying is finished, I'll switch loads, and take the dry clothes upstairs.  Maybe work on some of it.  Or... in the morning.  So very tired.

I did eat, and had a bit more a few hours after.  Don't need, or want, more.  I'll try to eat regularly, in the morning, for the next few weeks.  Using what I am using to eat.  Though, after that, the goal is to get back to true carnivore, if in stages this time.  That cold turkey absolutely sucks.  Every other meal as I am eating, which means every other day, for a week or two.  Then every third day, for a week or two.  Then all carnivore again.  Yeah, cold turkey absolutely sucks.  I won't suffer like that again.  This will still be suffering, but not that hard or fast.

I had hoped to clear the freezertop, then shower, then do dishes.  Don't think any of that will happen?  Maybe the freezertop?  Maybe.  A shower, tomorrow morning.  And, if the freezertop is finished, then a start on the dishes.  And, a start on a fresh load of laundry.  I may put a load of synthetics in while pulling the dried clothes.  We'll see.

I've been falling asleep sitting here at the chair.  I had been taking a b-complex.  I stopped.  Thinking, perhaps, I really didn't need it.  I just think, being on the waterpills, I just have to supplement.  That may just be a permanent tangle.  Like or not.  So, I'll look around, see if I have more.  I need more D, probably C, and the minerals (calcium, manganese, magnesium, zinc, sodium(?), potassium (though get that in script doses because I am that low), and such).  I may see if I can get the VA to pick up what doctors say I need, and handle the rest on my own.  That stuff gets pricey, for the real/good stuff.  I don't mind handling what they won't, but would like to get them to manage what they suggest.

The trick, for me, is getting the stuff that actually works for me, in the quantities which are advised, at an affordable enough price.  Working on it.

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Hmm?  Oh, got lost.  Wrote most of this two hours ago.  Did get the laundry switched out, over.  And started a new, and last, load of synthetics (and colored clothes).  I probably have enough to do a load of woolens.  I'll stay up just long enough for what is in the dryer, now, to dry.  And get that and the rest that is dry upstairs.  Put the washing load in the dryer.  Then put the woolens in.

Tomorrow I'll get a shower, and clear off the freezertop, clean it too.  Not sure if much more.  But I will get those things done.  Nice to have fresh smelling clean clothes back in the lineup, in plenty.  Had some left, but was running a bit shy on tshirts.

Good afternoon, evening evening, and goodnight.