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I could only make it to 21:30, give or take a quarter to half hour? Or... something. I was a bit dissatisfied. I tried my best to go back to sleep. But, when that just won't work, getting up and going is the only real choice. I don't know about you, but I can't stay in bed, unless I am absolutely physically exhausted, hurting, too hot, or such. Even then it is difficult.
I have been feeding Sassy too much. She begs, I feed. So, back to the timer. And, not feeding her for an hour, or three, after waking. I have to get control of that or she will turn into a massive cat. She hasn't, strangely, gained much weight. If she has only been doing her psyop food beg dance, at least successfully, for a few weeks.
I love the little furry. but I can't feed her that much, for too long. I'll chalk it up to an early, for her, Thanksgiving. I hope she enjoyed. I don't mind, a few times a year, giving her a bit extra. She doesn't get pay, she doesn't require new clothes, all she wants is a little more food. And, so it was.
I should be ready to get a shower tonight. I hope. I haven't been clean in a while. Thankfully the male anatomy doesn't mind, mostly. The male mind does mind, or mine. I just haven't been able to do much about it. I'd like to get something something else to eat. But probably not likely. Just more veggies, for tonight. Not my favorite, but until I can get to the store, I'm sort of limited.
The griddle, at the least, needs fuel changed. So meat is... iffy, as an easy food. Could cook inside, will. But need to clear and clean to it. And, the other foods are somewhat limited because I don't have salad greens. I... need to shop.
Gaming is going well. Between leveling and learning, gaining access to new equipment and tools, and... sorting things, I am doing much better. I did end up buying the dlc content, and going on in to there... to pick up a few things. On both 'toons. Now am running back through. Would like to find some things, finish some things, level, and get the platinum trophy. It's more for some games I like enough to bother, than as a testament to my skills. Anyone can get it, if they are willing to put in some time. Not like it's a serious thing. I mean, for casual players? Maybe.
I keep dreaming and day dreaming about some of the women I have liked. The ones I would spend discussing life, love, nature, food, family and friends, and God with. Didn't always agree. But, some women, I wanted to hear what they thought. Not because they were right, or wrong, but because I liked them enough to want to know more about them.
Women are such... women. Good, bad, pretty, ugly... they can do all that and more. Sisters, even when we aren't kin, they are. Of course, sometimes they talk at you. And... sometimes they don't. :p Just enjoying memories. The dreams and day dreams are about women I really have known.
While I enjoy the good parts of the dreams, I... have regrets. I had so many opportunities. I just... had things to do, places to go, ghosts and realities from which to run away. Regrets. But there are some fine memories. Sex was just something that happened, along the way. Something wonderful, but it really wasn't the majority. The attraction, and opposite sex, were vital, but beyond that, the rest just... happened.
Well, on back to gaming. Oh, and it is about time to feed Sassy. She's been an angel, if reminding me from time to time that her belly would sure like a bit to fill it. I'll go do that first. Set a three hour timer and game in that time. Feed her again. Then shower? That's the plan. Later.
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