.
It just didn't work out. I was expected to do something, and I
failed. I doubted I could go, but I might have been able to send
something. It just didn't happen. Alarm clocks be damned. I
didn't even hear them. Not sure why. Though that isn't completely
unusual.
Just a bit of work. Very little, tiny bits. But several.
Resetting water, and containers... one for now anyway, for they r.o.
system. Really, the goal is to have two or three half gallon jugs of the
stuff, plus keep the carafe full. So that making tea, having soup water,
or such, is... possible, in multiples even at the same time. I will say,
tea and coffee taste much better with water run through that system.
Someone seems to think I am the devil. A devil, perhaps. Not the
devil. Though, too, they confuse the two, even confusing the devil,
Satan, and Christ somehow? If... you can believe what is suggested.
Who... said He came to set man at variance against his father, and so
on? As well, it was written that it was granted to one who sat on it (a
fiery red horse) to take peace from the earth, and that people should kill one
another? I understand their confusion. In part, because they don't
want such. But peace cannot be stolen, save if it is not secure.
And variance cannot be created for those save if one lives in and for this
kingdom, and one lives of and for the kingdom to come.
Though, they do seek to deceive. And, so, many will be, are.
I didn't always love mother. Had to... come to an understanding. She has my ear, and heart. Wouldn't do a thing, without her blessing.
No. This is the one you are pondering. Can only take, however,
what is given.
Don't give. Suffer? All who live suffer. Only that one would
tell you otherwise. If it hurts? Pick up your cross and travel
well. Death too, but a gift, not a curse. Unless you have
abandoned hope. Without hope, faith and charity too are lost to you.
Though, I suppose, in a worldly way? It may be so. In a worldly
way, Christ was considered the enemy. War, and the riders too. In
an upside down reality, they are correct. Which is why poisoning
Socrates, crucifying Christ, or slaying me, would be... perfectly logical in a
worldly way. *rictus grin*
Oh... I didn't send the vids, or create an indictment against me. I just... noticed.
Will probably "can et" today again. I won't touch most of the leftovers "they" are leaving. Since I've been watching my intake, I can't believe some of the crap they eat. I need to run the gauntlet at the store to get "fresh" meat and another chunk of mozzarella, lasted awhile, decent filler, melted stringy.
ReplyDeleteI know about the "fake Rennet" they use (as opposed to a calf's stomach). Was a shop in SD made the best Cheddar and Mozzarella, east river. Step-dad would drive 160 miles to bring home 20# of goodness. Then one day in the 80's-90's "They/ Them" shut the shop down and destroyed a healthy business, because... He was still using traditional methods, REAL Rennet. The stuff I get is good but not mini road trip good. And I don't know what they use.
What they use is a vegan substitute gmo, made by Pfizer. Really, yes, that Pfizer. Not sure if Europeans can use the bad stuff, if sending it to the US. But... my guess is not. I try to buy foreign cheese where I can get it. Though, too, some cheeses don't use rennet, they use molds (think blues). Just some thoughts.
ReplyDeleteThe packages do usually indicate if they have fake rennet. They... dance around, but if they are hemming and hawing, you know it's bad.
Or... just buy whatever. It's up to you.
I got some veggie and chicken soup. Then burned it. Then put water in, and set it to simmer... but too high. Burned it again. Bah! I did get three or four (small) bowls out of it though. *sigh* It's the most I have eaten in... a while.
I have a steak, if that might be bad by now. I'll thaw another. And I have that charcoal chimney, cowboy charcoals, a grill for it, and all. I just... can't stand well enough, long enough. Trying.
Got 4 med- small bottom sirloin 20 bucks!, biggest head of cabbage they had, and a pound of Munster. Avoided the "Old grape juice".
ReplyDeleteLittle less than 1/4 of the cabbage & one steak in a baking dish w/ black & red pepper a couple shakes of salt. Meat was well- med well and cabbage al-dente' still slightly crunchy.
Dogs got a couple chunks of meat and cheese each, both just went out their door... They're baaack.
Steak. Now I'm hungry. Though cabbage too. I am... supposed to get out sometime this week. Cabbage would be a good bag. I have steak. Though... could use more. I have cheese I will eat, gorgonzola. Hmm, that would be pretty good on cabbage. Excellent in my homemade ranch dressing too. Might even be good for a steak topping, directly, from rare time to time? Hmm, and lettuce.
ReplyDeleteI'll probably fast today, again. More because... there just isn't much else. Bleh.
Good to break bread with others, dog, cats, men, women.
bE WELL, hAVE FUN! caps lock is not your friend
ReplyDeleteMocking me or you? I'm never sure if I did something to cause the... exemplification. :p
ReplyDeleteMe mocking me. Typed it up and saw the mess, hit send anyway, thought it'd be funny.
ReplyDeleteNever a problem in these parts. Just making sure I hadn't gone wonky. You were funny, even if it had been about me. If they can't take a f', joke em'. :p
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