Brutal.

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Awake far too long.  Too much this, too little that, working as much as I could.  Ground under my will, the little that I did.  If that was a massive effort for me.  And... what I did allowed what was needed to happen.  So it wasn't wasted.  If anything, it was the bare minimum.  But, too, it was as much as I could do.

Brutal.  I slept well, though.  And, at waking, blood sugar is 119, fasting.  A forty three point drop from my last fasting check.  A very good drop.  My shoulders ache, from work, and from sleeping so hard.  I have a mild background exhaustion headache, mostly from staying awake so long.  If really, I feel pretty good.

Foot is a bit sore.  Still wearing the croc's to bed.  It's a strange system, like wearing a cast.  But, with the hand warmers, a pair of sleeping socks (thinner), and the croc's, my feet are doing better.  They got worse yesterdays... being up two days really.  I think, at some point, I just started sitting a lot.  And fluid collected in that foot, that knuckle.  Oh, with the croc's and else, it compresses the foot a bit, beside protecting it from being crushed in blankets.  So... it's doing double duty.  Glad I... thought of it.

I am achy, itchy, and uncomfortable.  From lack of sleep, on top of efforts.  But... better than I thought I would be and in some ways, doing much better for it.  If I could handle the misery, I'd dig in more.  More often.  And actually will make the effort.  But I do have some hard limits.  I can push to pain for a while, then I'll just fail and drift through, or sleep through, weeks or months.  It's... just the way of it.  Still... I'll... see what I can do.

Oh, as to straightening and cleaning and such?  A lot was done.  But... a lot was undone.  I want to take a few days off, to just... sort my life, catch my breath, and enjoy my new world.  But, then, through this coming week, I want to take advantage of the gains, undo what was messed in the process, and reset to a much better state through the week.

Cleaning, vacuuming, sorting more things, managing the boxes that were brought in, and a few other things.  I have a seriously large start into that, incentives for improving, and other such.  What to do with the ac, though?  There are... bigger things, in the way.  Things that need to be dealt with, that I'm not even sure what to do with them, where to put them, how to manage them.  But... I'll... figure these things out.

I think I'll take a few painpills.  Just... perhaps that will help.  If I can do anything today, it will be light stuff.  Maybe getting some more dishes in to soak, before putting them in the dishwasher.  Maybe a load of laundry.  A shower later, if I can get the soaked dishes into the machine yet today.  And... maybe a bit more work in the living room.  Clearing the coffee table, maybe moving the ac and the coffee table, in order to move the small couch and chair for optimal viewing.  Things like that... today, over the weekend.  Just... light work to finish things up a bit better.  Ugh.

As well, I may take a nap.  Try to keep it at just a nap.  But if I need ten hours down, take that too.

Well... on to... something else.  Took me over an hour, between this, that, and the other thing, to remember to finish and post this post.  Later.