Sleeping, often.

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It's rough.  Not too painful, but there is pain.  Just so tired, all of the time, currently.  Gaming, laundry, dishes, showering, doesn't matter... almost falling asleep while trying to do things.  No focus, memory sucks, life is complicated.  Today I am going to turn the furnace up a bit.  And turn the heat on in this room.

On the good side, I slept really well. Dreaming of women, and sex, all night though.  I realized something though?  While I always thought sex was okay, I was never in it for the pleasure.  I really was hoping to create children.  That was the... goal, the point of it, the reason I was doing it.  For me, there is no other reason for sex.  Which... means there is no interest in alternative forms, or some/most women?  Pretty much.

Oh, blood sugar is 96 fasting!  I am really happy with that.  Not sure why.  Though I haven't been eating much.  As well, in health, my legs are normalizing again.  Not... as good as they were.  But better.  Much better.  Oh, I think, when I brush my teeth more regularly, my blood sugar improves?  I honestly think there may be some connection.  Not absolute on that, but...  It wouldn't surprise me if doctors know that, but would rather hand out pills or shots.  They don't make money on dental care.  Especially home dental care.  Don't believe me?  Get a testing kit, and do some experiments.  Not sure if it matters, if you aren't prediabetic, or type II diabetic.  Find out, if you aren't.

Okay.  Today?  A shower shortly.  Before or after coffee?  Before.  I'll shower first.  Brush my teeth before that, and trim whiskers.  I'm trying to brush my teeth twice, or even three times a day if I end up eating something, or drinking something, after what I thought would be my last consumable of the day, and brushed the second time.  Hitting gums, tongue, top of the mouth, everywhere.  Spending extra time on the back of my front teeth, where things generally go worst the quickest.

Didn't make dinner.  Will cook the burger sometime early today.  Then make some keto spaghetti.  It's not perfect, it's not pasta, it's not carby, but it'll do.  Though, too, my blood sugar doesn't spike too much.  A bit, with the tomato.  But, without the pasta pulling me in, real pasta, I don't eat nearly as much.  So, it just isn't as much of a problem.

Hmm, oh... vacuuming the master bedroom, that one are.  As well, I ordered a regular vacuum cleaner.  The one I had just wasn't working well enough.  With the floors really cleared, I'll try this new one.  If it doesn't work, I'll return it.  I am tired of buying things that just don't work well.  Junk.  But... they are all, sort of, junk.  Few of them work really well.

As well, dishes.  After brushing, the trim, shower, and maybe a shave, I'll put the dishes to soaking.  Getting in everything I can.  Some things can be put in the dishwasher as is?  Will see.  And, clear whatever is on the kitchen table, to be washed.  Hoping it will all fit in one last run.  But... not sure.  And, some of the items are too big to be washed in the machine.  Larger two gallon jars?  And a five liter sauerkraut ceramic.  I really ought to get that going.  With the counters clean, and the place opening, up, that is much more possible.  Sauer it, in that, then jar them in quart jars.  See how long they actually last on the shelf.  I love real sauerkraut, basically can't get it in stores.  Either make it, or buy the fake stuff.  Nothing living in most store brands.

Some things to do.  Will see.  Best get the shower and such in.  Then take a break and have coffee as I more fully wake.  Later.