Crap.

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I got down, filled water, filled ice, made her coffee... set it up any way.  I then went to load the dishwasher.  Looks like she tried to run it, then ran water, and it backed up, agaain, again.  Some things are better for her to just leave alone.  But she refuses to leave alone or learn how to fix.  So I end up taking three steps back just to get ready to move forward tomorrow night again.

I also told her to stop feeding Sassy.  She is messing up the lineup, not putting out clean bowls, reusing spoons, and feeding her far too much.  I moved the cans out of her immediate reach.  Will bring them up here, if required.  That isn't a request.

I broke down most of the boxes.  Will hit the huge ones tomorrow.  Got the trash out, what would go.

She asked when I wanted her to wake me, to take boxes in tomorrow.  I was not going in for that.  But, as it turns out, I need to go in for blood work.  So...  Still, not taking boxes in, shopping, or else.  A shower, checking to see if the foot doc wants a liver panel while doing else.  And seeing if the foot doc can get a referal for nerve pain clinic.  No pain pills.  But if electic stimulus works, or massasge therapy?  No drugs, no pharma sum total.

Just blood work, after a few calls.  Then back to bed.  I am, remain, burned up, burned out, and shot.  Just the way it goes.

I have a few last things arriving for mom.  An upgrade, a down grade, for a few  items, a pair of pants to see if she likes that.  It is like what didn't quite fit, and some cotton leggings, to size, in two sizes.  Poly was too hot.  But more as she loses weight.  Gotta keep her in breaches.

I am staying right at 236.  If I usually check after meals.  Still, it's pretty much staying there, so...  Meh.

I am taking a day or two off meds.  See if that helps.  Something... unlikely... seems to have helped.  Not improving... stamina, or most else, just a  light improvement to sense of well being, health.  So... I want to see if a short break from meds could add to it.  I do that from time to time... give the liver and kidneys time to... work without extra stress.

Anyway.  I'll get up and change some notes.  Or just dump them?  No, change.  Then back to bed.

Good night.