A bit late.

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Had to fight to wake up.  Not too terribly late, perhaps an half hour longer than planned.  I tried to, was, awake beyond putting the plates in, and a bit before.  No, I think I need to, for now, get up, do the plates, and be back to bed and to sleep immediately.  Setting the alarm for three and an half hours.  That gives me some wiggle room.

Didn't go right to sleep after finishing.  Well, and the bad air between mother and myself.  I needed to... come down.  About ready to sleep now, finally.  All good.

Mother asked if I could get her out Friday.  I had already said I could.  She will also have a doctor's appointment, which is fine.  With the other things she wanted.  But, no more than that.  I can't be out all day.  Won't be.  But what has been proposed can be done, if four things are going to be a stretch as is.

I have to be up a bit earlier tomorrow.  The isp tech is supposed to arrive.  Will see.  I want a shower first.  I won't put the plates in, but can brush my teeth in prep.  Or have coffee.  Ugh.  I... just want to sleep, need to sleep.  But, so it goes.

Sleep well.  I am certainly going to give it a go.  Good night, and blessings.  If it hurts, accept even that grace with humility.  Look to the crucifix, compare, contrast.  That helps too, can.  I just, mostly, these days take my doses with humility... if honestly no joy.  Though I find joy beside it all.  That I do.  Good night.