Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Sleep will not come.

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I tried to rest at midnight or so, I felt ready. Oh how my corpse teases me with things! Sleep, preparedness, even weakness, among other things my mind seems certain about but my flesh doesn't follow through with, none of which are true at times I believe them to be sure. It's a little game we play. If it were a conversation, my mind would say, "Great, I win!". My body would suggest otherwise. So, I would take the new position my body has suggested, and again say, "I win!". My body, again, would say otherwise. This goes on all day. Finally I would suggest that I surrender, I am exhausted, I will just go to bed. At which time my body would, again, suggest otherwise. *sigh* Ah, but lots of fun for the whole family!

While awake, angels again were on my mind, so I took a stroll on the internet. I came upon an interesting collection of works, based on, among other things, 1 Enoch. Now, mind you, 1 Enoch is neither Jewish nor, for the most part, in Christian canon. It is considered suspect. I merely suggest this so as not to... lead you astray. View the video(s) as entertainment. If the writings are tainted, understand too that Lucifer uses half truths. However, believing anything he says is truly a losing gamble. In any case, the video(s) are interesting, and well done, in my opinion.


Another thing I spotted was a video regarding Lilith. I have spoken of her many times. And it is my belief that most women you meet today are daughters of Lilith (literarily or mythologically speaking). Near the end of the video that man wonders about something. The answer is, the story lives because she does too. When I speak of women being Liliths, consider how many abortions happen and how few marriages and how many divorces occur. I definitely consider my last woman exactly this kind of being. Anyway...


Just mythological, entertainment really. But, there you go. Now I have to admit, my dreams go with some of the first video(s). Uhrm, minus female angels... and a few other things. In my dreams, I am nephilim. Which, of course, if that were to be true, would make me hope greatly that the video(s) is(are) incorrect about some things. And, no, not all giants were ten to thirty feet tall. Goliath was thought to be... merely my height, maybe less. I do dream of flying at the speed of light, too. But then, dreams are just that, right? And much of this is based on a dubious book, correct? Nyet? Enjoy and, perhaps if my body isn't tricking me again, good night.

6 comments:

  1. Oho! Well now wouldn't that be interesting if true.

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  2. All I am saying, for absolute sure, is that we actually know little. The whole series of videos is interesting to watch, and ponder. Especially for those with... an interest in the field. Or connections. :p

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  3. The nephilim freak me right the hell out. I'm not sure why. I could not read past the first chapter of Tom Horn's novel on the topic. Probably because of the alleged connections to stuff the government is doing in secret. Probably because I tend to believe Mr. Horn is not the bug-eyed wacko so many theorists and researchers tend to be, and what he is finding is the stuff of nightmares.

    I've got a copy of the book of Enoch that I've been reading. I can't shake the feeling that it is utter bollocks, but the stuff about the fallen angels is certainly interesting. That and the fact that this book was quoted by Jude and Christ himself gives some credence to it's authority.

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  4. Actually I stumbled upon this by looking up Horn, based on your rebuttal to my comment at your blog. Enoch has... been something I have known of since a very young age. I don't remember ever reading it, though it is possible it is doubtful. Enoch is almost, or was almost, under lock and key. I heard peripheral thoughts concerning it and came to some understandings, which seem to have been accurate. And in some areas, I just seem to know some things (even if I might often consider them mere myth, for all intents and purposes (or not in some cases)).

    How can something be bullocks AND biblically mentioned, even to being mentioned by Christ? No, not debating you, just... saying. And, to a degree, agreeing. It's interesting, but sticking strongly to what the bible actually says, or quotes, is wise. The rest is interesting for speculation, or more, entertainment. But even being sure which is which is no small trick. Christ might have hinted that some part was correct, but He really wasn't here to do more than what He did (which was, really, only everything, heh).

    Christ didn't mention slavery, women's rights, disparage war, or even come to pronounce or promote peace and harmony. Any Christian who says so doesn't know Christ. He came, kicked fools aside verbally, got angry enough to physically assault some people (in His Father's temple), taught, healed, miracled, then saved many right through death, returning with a right smile and in love before heading home. Not bad, really. He fulfilled the prophecies (and the Catholic Church, and myself, believe He was the last prophet, save those who are to return at the end). I doubt if all the saints in Heaven could set mortals straight on many notions. People are just enough animal (corrupted flesh actually) to be too independent to actually be taught truth, and to keep to it. Even Christ, in flesh, could not know all (His words).

    Of course, not knowing yet having powerful dreams, leaves me... always... wondering. I did not realize before these videos that the angels are said to fly at the speed of light, which only... adds to my notions of being a son of Michael from the dreams, since I dream of such flight, often, as well as other things.

    As I said, of course, dreams are just that. Not that I believe, just that my notions are disturbed by certain things coming together. Hey, these little notions are much richer than, and cheaper than, the number of comic books that would otherwise take their place!

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  5. My judgement on Enoch is definitely out. Grains of salt and suspended opinion. That it is quoted in canonical scripture gives it weight. That it is full of a lot of nonsensical gibberish makes me want to discount it.

    I do not know, period. I know that the likes of Tom Horn, Gary Stearman, J.R. Church and others of similar persuasion pay attention to the details regarding the fallen angels/nephilim. There isn't really anything in there on that topic that is contradicted by canonical scripture.

    For a couple of small groups of Christians, one somewhere in southwest Asia and another in Ethiopia, it *is* canon.

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  6. I am not sure, for a number of reasons, if the reason Enoch was left out has as much to do with the notion that any potential notions of angelic thought is irrelevant to Judeo-Christian creeds or dogmas, as it has to do with occasional seeming lapses of reason. An angel who, when standing on earth will reach heaven merely by standing? Especially since while Michael can fly the trip in one flight, according to Enoch, other arch angels cannot. Gabriel takes two flights (by the way, is there an cross-dimensional hotel/motel for the angels who can't make the trip in one flight? Oh, wait, there are seven heavens, he must just take a nap in one of the lower heavens).

    But it IS interesting. Invisibility? Flight at the speed of light? Odd things I do dream about, along with the rest. Though there is a chance I had heard of these things before (if I don't think so).

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