Can't sleep.

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Very tired. My heart hurts a bit. I have a headache. Occasionally I have a fever. I can't eat much and it cause me... lower g.i. problems when I do. I am weak, lack concentration, and feel ill. When I eat I end up needing to use the facilities shortly thereafter. I don't know if I am dying, going through the flu or something (though it seems too mild at the moment for the flu), or have something else going on. I doubt much will be done for a few days. The cats are even treating my oddly. For the first time since they have become 'mine' they are almost avoiding me. Hmph.

I have been taking my medicines, just filled the med-set again tonight. I have been eating and drinking up to specs until today, mostly. I have continued to void well and often. I have been losing traction lately. I simply don't know. At almost 3:40 I am, again, for the third time tonight, going to try and sleep. Bad juju-bees. It is at times like these where I notice how close to death I can get. While I do have things I really want to do it would be a blessing of sorts. I definitely hope I die before they decide to recycle me... or worse.

Never mind. I'll grump through until I can get back to work. At least I can do some things via email. Good night, I hope.