Nothing truly special.

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Getting up at (or near) 9:30 this morning was a good sign. I always worry when I go through a few days of not being able to rise at a reasonable hour, or even within reason. When I go dark, and lose all real controls over sleep, I then begin losing control over everything else. I end up in a psychic no-man's-land. What I do I cannot remember, what happens around me I cannot see, my actions become more like reactions, it is a horrible place. It is, in part, why I don't remember so very much of my life I think. It wasn't all about my heart, though that has some play in my adult life. How can you remember if your brain doesn't receive enough oxygen? But some of it was due to the extreme nature of things that made me who I am. After remembering some of it though, I really don't have much interest in learning more.

I am just barely awake though. All good, when I fall into a funk, getting out of it is something like getting out of a tar pit. With my feet back on solid ground, I am still surrounded by goo. I will have to slowly and painfully get back to the shore, hoping no threat to my exit appears. Just getting out of the muck will take much of my energy.

Never mind all that. I am indeed awake, my mind is almost working to minimal levels, and I have things to do. After waking I will begin taking care of the cat litter, then sweeping, and if I still have something left I will mop. Perhaps, if I can get that all done and there remains even more time, I may begin cleaning the bathrooms. It isn't much but what else is there? The work would be almost monumental at this stage. And I can do it at home, for free, and remain in my pajamas if I must. I definitely need to wake more though, first.

Oh, for those who thought China was going to replace the US, Europe, or anyone else at the top of the heap? Yeah, not so much. Their economy is tanking and their own property bubble is bursting. Proof, or more proof, that the US or Europe or whoever is still empire based? Nah, just that this fight is far from over. What used to be land wars have become economic wars, to my mind anyway.

Get to it! Good day.